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in 2019 i knew i was ugly and had known since 7th grade when i got fat and noticed facial asymmetry
2020 i lurked on lm. At this point my looks were subhuman. I had a bulbous nose. Chubby cheeks, weird wrinkly facial lines. Cystic acne. Obesity. I really was starting from level 0.
2021. Joined LM and had all the same falios plus was using tretinoin to try and improve my situation but my skin got worse. I got even fatter this year and i have all the same variables as before. I was CERTIFIED subhuman.
2022. January 2022 i moved to seattle and for the 1st 4 months i looked the same. As above, until I decided to try keto for a week. And then i went into a fast. Which lasted a week and reset my hunger. Taking me from 200 lbs to 160 lbs. and this is where i started to look better…
My face was more square my acne was clearing and i got a few iois and random people hitting on me.
Looking back most of the photos are subhuman - ltn. Because i still had cystic acne but in some rare ones where it was clearing or where i was really low fat. I looked decent and i could be proud of myself for those.
2023. For the 1st half i was getting better looking and got the most iois here. And I even went as low as 155 lbs.But in the second half i decided to BULK. And this is where everything came crashing down.
I lost all my facial definition and lost all my iois and seatillities being nice to me for free.
And this is where i would remain until the years close…
2024. In january I got accutane and also got sick. So i went down to 180 lbs. but my face changed dramatically from the accutane. I posted myself on here with an even smaller nose and a lean looking face and pct eyes. Its weird being on accutane it really does change your face. And some people rated me chadlite on the scale. This was a 1st for me from having an actually lean looking face and not a bloated one like before I was feeling good. Until I decided to gain 20 lbs and im now 200 lbs.
I think I look ltn- mtn now. But i feel so much better about myself. Its gard to describe but from being a literal subhuman to someone who feels decent about himself sometimes. I feel good.
My final step before 2025 is to do keto / waterfasting to achieve my final potential.
Its taken me a LONG time compared to others journeys. But for me its been worth it all the way. I used to want to rope, but now I feel like I will actually ascend, even further beyond how i looked on accutane.
The last time I really looked good was when i was 8, i was truely happy in life. And didnt even care how i looked. I must’ve done something to upset God because I was a cute kid into a hideous teenager and im only now recovering my self esteem after 13 years of being ugly.
2020 i lurked on lm. At this point my looks were subhuman. I had a bulbous nose. Chubby cheeks, weird wrinkly facial lines. Cystic acne. Obesity. I really was starting from level 0.
2021. Joined LM and had all the same falios plus was using tretinoin to try and improve my situation but my skin got worse. I got even fatter this year and i have all the same variables as before. I was CERTIFIED subhuman.
2022. January 2022 i moved to seattle and for the 1st 4 months i looked the same. As above, until I decided to try keto for a week. And then i went into a fast. Which lasted a week and reset my hunger. Taking me from 200 lbs to 160 lbs. and this is where i started to look better…
My face was more square my acne was clearing and i got a few iois and random people hitting on me.
Looking back most of the photos are subhuman - ltn. Because i still had cystic acne but in some rare ones where it was clearing or where i was really low fat. I looked decent and i could be proud of myself for those.
2023. For the 1st half i was getting better looking and got the most iois here. And I even went as low as 155 lbs.But in the second half i decided to BULK. And this is where everything came crashing down.
I lost all my facial definition and lost all my iois and seatillities being nice to me for free.
And this is where i would remain until the years close…
2024. In january I got accutane and also got sick. So i went down to 180 lbs. but my face changed dramatically from the accutane. I posted myself on here with an even smaller nose and a lean looking face and pct eyes. Its weird being on accutane it really does change your face. And some people rated me chadlite on the scale. This was a 1st for me from having an actually lean looking face and not a bloated one like before I was feeling good. Until I decided to gain 20 lbs and im now 200 lbs.
I think I look ltn- mtn now. But i feel so much better about myself. Its gard to describe but from being a literal subhuman to someone who feels decent about himself sometimes. I feel good.
My final step before 2025 is to do keto / waterfasting to achieve my final potential.
Its taken me a LONG time compared to others journeys. But for me its been worth it all the way. I used to want to rope, but now I feel like I will actually ascend, even further beyond how i looked on accutane.
The last time I really looked good was when i was 8, i was truely happy in life. And didnt even care how i looked. I must’ve done something to upset God because I was a cute kid into a hideous teenager and im only now recovering my self esteem after 13 years of being ugly.
I'm 184 tryna be 141
