OK i recognized the problem

[Abhorrence]

walked around campus for like 20 mins the thing that sets me apart from normies is that i dont care about how i dress and i dont groom plus autistic microexpressions from LDARing for too long

also i give schizo vibes bcuz im always alone

@SecularIslamist

 

[Abhorrence]

also bad posture and skinnyfat
maybe i stink too

 

[Abhorrence]

not like im the biggest subhuman around
at least i have height
i dont see any other reason to why i ended up this alienated

 

[Abhorrence]

@Pikabro also i act gigadepressed and this pushes people away from me

 

[Deleted member 19442]

You should naturally want to looksmax for personal validation. So clearly you don’t love yourself. So what do you expect? Why care about other’s opinions of you if you don’t even like yourself? And what about your opinion on other people? Clearly your college is full of shitheads. It’s not normal to bully people past high school they are probably mentally ill in a way

Schizo talking to my Turkish imaginary friend session over

 

[Abhorrence]

You should naturally want to looksmax for personal validation. So clearly you don’t love yourself. So what do you expect? Why care about other’s opinions of you if you don’t even like yourself? And what about your opinion on other people? Clearly your college is full of shitheads. It’s not normal to bully people past high school they are probably mentally ill in a way

ion get bullied im just lonely af

 

[Abhorrence]

Schizo talking to my Turkish imaginary friend session over

wym

 

[Abhorrence]

Schizo talking to my Turkish imaginary friend session over

am not imaginary im real

 

[Psychophilly]

one day you are gonna regret why u didnt take care of yourself and didn't get girls validation. i am

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

Take care of yourself brah

 

[Abhorrence]

You should naturally want to looksmax for personal validation. So clearly you don’t love yourself.

Take care of yourself brah

am depressed
unmotivated

 

[Allornothing]

You have to dress well with accessories as a non NT otherwise people will just ignore you. I notice people are more open to socialisation when I wear baggy trousers and a watch etc.

 

[Deleted member 19442]

am depressed
unmotivated

It’s going to get 10x worse. Get a hobby. That way you have some serotonin and whatever happy juice flowing through your veins. You won’t be able to function otherwise and risk becoming a mass shooter or pedophile

 

[Abhorrence]

You have to dress well with accessories as a non NT otherwise people will just ignore you. I notice people are more open to socialisation when I wear baggy trousers and a watch etc.

i wear the most autistic shit possible
normies care a lot about those shit they always point it out
meanwhile im hyperfocused on genetics and face when looking at a person

 

[Abhorrence]

It’s going to get 10x worse. Get a hobby. That way you have some serotonin and whatever happy juice flowing through your veins. You won’t be able to function otherwise and risk becoming a mass shooter or pedophile

yep i absolutely have to do that
when i had hobbies i took care of myself and was comfortable in my own skin

but then I LDARed for too long and my brain chemistry got fucked
now i just hate myself

 

[Abhorrence]

@Pikabro when you are stuck in a rut like me you cope by blaming things out of your control i think
because change is hard

 

[Deleted member 19442]

@Pikabro when you are stuck in a rut like me you cope by blaming things out of your control i think
because change is hard

I’m not doing shit either. LDARing at home does that to you

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

am depressed
unmotivated

You have to take the first step because when you start putting in the work and start seeing the results you build more motivation

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

i wear the most autistic shit possible
normies care a lot about those shit they always point it out
meanwhile im hyperfocused on genetics and face when looking at a person

What is a typical outfit you would wear to school?

 

[Abhorrence]

I’m not doing shit either. LDARing at home does that to you

@Pikabro when you are stuck in a rut like me you cope by blaming things out of your control i think
because change is hard

this is the reason blackpill gets exaggerated af
bcuz blackpillers are depressed rotters

 

[Abhorrence]

You have to take the first step because when you start putting in the work and start seeing the results you build more motivation

same goes for you

 

[Abhorrence]

What is a typical outfit you would wear to school?

a jogger and a tshirt that doesnt even match each other
people can probably tell i dont give a fuck about my clothes

 

[Deleted member 19442]

You have to take the first step because when you start putting in the work and start seeing the results you build more motivation

So hard but when you get momentum going BAM. But when you stop...

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

same goes for you

I'm already softmaxxed and im starting to become outgoing but sometimes the autism and sensory overloard just overwhelms me.
i just have to moneymaxx for surgeries

 

[Deleted member 19442]

a jogger and a tshirt that doesnt even match each other
people can probably tell i dont give a fuck about my clothes

Jeans + sweatshirt/hoodie

 

[Abhorrence]

So hard but when you get momentum going BAM. But when you stop...

i am in the lowest point of my life and i can do a lot of things to better my life
because i literally dont do shit literally

i can use this as a leverage probably, create giga momentum and continue with that in life

 

[Abhorrence]

i am in the lowest point of my life and i can do a lot of things to better my life
because i literally dont do shit literally

i can use this as a leverage probably, create giga momentum and continue with that in life

depression to hypomania type shit
then work on sustaining that hypomanic state and use it as an advantage @Pikabro

 

[Deleted member 19442]

i am in the lowest point of my life and i can do a lot of things to better my life
because i literally dont do shit literally

i can use this as a leverage probably, create giga momentum and continue with that in life

There are 2 routes:
- Suicide/ER
- Living life to it’s fullest