JovenCansao
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Had a hangout today with like 30 people, met most of them and had a good time and still the feeling of being lonely never left my brain.
I was laughing, chatting and everything but I knew deep inside that I'm alone and that it was almost useless to interact and try to make new friends.
Also earlier this week got a new mogger job in my field that I wanted but still the feeling of doom persisted.
At the end of the day I get back to my room and still feel as if I spent the whole day rotting.
I guess I'm the kind of man that is fated to do decent in life but at the end nothing matters and nobody gives a shit about.
It's over for me, once a rotter always a rotter.
I was laughing, chatting and everything but I knew deep inside that I'm alone and that it was almost useless to interact and try to make new friends.
Also earlier this week got a new mogger job in my field that I wanted but still the feeling of doom persisted.
At the end of the day I get back to my room and still feel as if I spent the whole day rotting.
I guess I'm the kind of man that is fated to do decent in life but at the end nothing matters and nobody gives a shit about.
It's over for me, once a rotter always a rotter.
