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I always used to be worried about my grades and stuff in school for example, worried about getting a good job, contributing to society and all that but now I just dont care now
Currently Im behind on everything school related but for some reason Im just feeling like meh whatever, I really shouldnt be posting on this forum I should be working but JFL, even if my advisor or parents get mad and scream at me for failing it cant be that bad, Im a virgin at 23, thats much worse
Two years ago I wouldve been ashamed to let myself fail like this but right now I realize that being a virgin at 23 is much more shameful, really why does it even matter if I end up dropping out of my program
I dont care about anything I used to care, as long as I have a place to sleep and food to eat for the next few years Im content
Theres really no reason for me to stress thinking about saving up for retirement, saving for a house downpayment or my dream car, those things are pointless and I probably wont live long enough for any of them to matter
Ngl two years ago I was proud of my accomplishments, like you can always do better but I was happy with everything about my life not related to romance, now I let it all go to shit
No gf no point
Currently Im behind on everything school related but for some reason Im just feeling like meh whatever, I really shouldnt be posting on this forum I should be working but JFL, even if my advisor or parents get mad and scream at me for failing it cant be that bad, Im a virgin at 23, thats much worse
Two years ago I wouldve been ashamed to let myself fail like this but right now I realize that being a virgin at 23 is much more shameful, really why does it even matter if I end up dropping out of my program
I dont care about anything I used to care, as long as I have a place to sleep and food to eat for the next few years Im content
Theres really no reason for me to stress thinking about saving up for retirement, saving for a house downpayment or my dream car, those things are pointless and I probably wont live long enough for any of them to matter
Ngl two years ago I was proud of my accomplishments, like you can always do better but I was happy with everything about my life not related to romance, now I let it all go to shit
No gf no point
