One more push

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I just need one more push
I feel like dull knife

 

[just coping]

Does the dull knife has a purpose?

 

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Does the dull knife has a purpose?

to injure you

 

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I know I can be complete I need sharpening but just like the knife I'm unable to sharpen myself but the sharpener does not have to bother with me as he has other knives to tend to sharp ones better ones so I'm left lamenting what could have been

 

[just coping]

to injure you

A sharp knife is infinitely better

 

[just coping]

How is a knife supposed to sharpen itself

 

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God is cruel why curse me with the knowledge that I can be better

 

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While limiting me from birth

 

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Is madness the only escape?

 

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Rambling on endlessly
The river flow from shore to shore
My thoughts drifts more and more
Cursed to live with figure of a boar
Yet struggling to keep a facade
I watch as it burns my core without end as I ignore
Will I ever be able to restore what was before
Life nags me like a whore
Therefore I will kill myself hoping be a metaphor

 

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I'm going mad