One of my most awkward experiences with girls

[ndnus]

This happened 3 years ago when I was like 13 and I still can't forget about it. I was an extremely quiet sub5 porn addict. It was a week after my birthday and I was lowkey happy that nobody cared but one of my classmates randomly realized that I just had my birthday and he started talm bout sum "why didn't u tell us" and yk things like that. After that he told the guys to hug me so yea like 8 dudes came there to my desk and hugged me. Then he also asked the only girl in the classroom (who was my crush) to hug me.
She came up to me, asked me if she can hug me, I told her yea and instead of hugging her back like a normal person, I wasn't even facing into her direction. It lowkey looked like she was choking me from behind. She looked at me with disgust in her eyes after that because of this and some allegations from other foids and I'm upset because I genuinely could have had a chance if I knew how to act around girls

 

[ndnus]

Don't know if I used the right prefix

 

[.𝐏𝐍𝐄𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐓.]

But now we’re chads

 

[asymmetricalMoid]

Don't imprison yourself in the past brother

 

[ndnus]

Don't imprison yourself in the past brother

I can't forget about this memory give me advice

 

[asymmetricalMoid]

I can't forget about this memory give me advice

I get these flashbacks of my humiliating memories when i try to sleep so what i do is wait till im fully exhausted and then go to sleep fast so i don't think too much

I always sleep around 4am 6am

 

[ndnus]

I get these flashbacks of my humiliating memories when i try to sleep so what i do is wait till im fully exhausted and then go to sleep fast so i don't think too much

I always sleep around 4am 6am

Thanks I'll try

 

[felixbc.7080]

This happened 3 years ago when I was like 13 and I still can't forget about it. I was an extremely quiet sub5 porn addict. It was a week after my birthday and I was lowkey happy that nobody cared but one of my classmates randomly realized that I just had my birthday and he started talm bout sum "why didn't u tell us" and yk things like that. After that he told the guys to hug me so yea like 8 dudes came there to my desk and hugged me. Then he also asked the only girl in the classroom (who was my crush) to hug me.
She came up to me, asked me if she can hug me, I told her yea and instead of hugging her back like a normal person, I wasn't even facing into her direction. It lowkey looked like she was choking me from behind. She looked at me with disgust in her eyes after that because of this and some allegations from other foids and I'm upset because I genuinely could have had a chance if I knew how to act around girls

rs, I remember getting rejected on my birthday nearly a year ago now

 

[ndnus]

rs, I remember getting rejected on my birthday nearly a year ago now

Must've tough on your bd

 

[felixbc.7080]

Must've tough on your bd

yea, it gets better once you forget about them tbh. you only feel bad if you're still into them