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I will be covering my personal growth over the past 4 years. Hope you enjoy
10th grade
I used to spend 6+ hours every day outside of school grinding Fortnite trying to become a pro gamer
. I even remember bringing my setup to the library and getting some wins in front of kids. I was too caught up on that dream to even realize I was invisible to every girl, and I had no aura being in a friend group of nerds who all got 1500+ on their SAT.
I would have been much more successful at Fortnite if I was willing to network with players better than I was. Lesson being if you want something (body, status, career) there are people who already have it, so shoot your shot to connect and learn from them.
11th grade
Near the end of this year, I discovered Hamza. Yes ik he is a cringe lord now but in 2022 he used to make genuine long form content which helped countless young men replace poor instant gratification habits with healthy ones. Quickly replaced my lifelong combover with fluffy hair, which my family found weird and advocated for me to switch back.
You can see the low T in my face. I started trying to dress better and accessorize, even though this is a skill I’m still improving years later. I was still a cornball at this point, I remember one of my posts on my private snap story was some shit like “this outfit makes me look fat”. I had a lot of gay allegations at my school, but like any great you can’t get tied up on the haters. Regardless, I picked up the self improvement starter pack at this point which was monumental in changing my persona. Lifting started to bring my test out of the gutters for facial development. One thing I noticed is all the guys at my school with girlfriends also had a job. A few weeks into mine and I started started facetiming and texting them on snap, and even cold approached different girls in the mall food court offering them free pizza . Very awkward and painful stage to get through, but every failure made me learn what works and doesn’t. There’s no shortcut for building confidence.
12th grade
By the time graduation came around, my school of 1400 kids had some event where they gave out accolades to graduating seniors on a wide range of merits (best couple, biggest flirt, most likely to be late for graduation, etc). I ended up getting voted for most changed since freshman year, which really surprised me because most of the school would had to of voted for me. A large contributor for getting noticed was creating an aesthetic instagram using the guides on here, I even saw one girl in the cafeteria who had a post of mine as her lockscreen (I ended up rejecting her later when she had a friend ask me out for her).
I probably dated around 5 girls in this range, all from other schools mainly off snapchat, but I used to be a respectful young man and didn’t crack any of them. Wasted a lot of time and money with that mindset, thinking being nice would get me play. Even got cheated on by a girl I would regularly bring flowers to, who then made a TikTok saying “Why are breakups always so toxic” with a screenshot of our texts with every message blurred out except me calling her a dirty stank whore ass bitch and it surpasses a million views, with the comments flaming me for being a POS. She then tried to following me on instagram and calling me a few months afterward once she saw me ascend . Learned my lesson to not care or chase girls and finally started getting some. And don’t date girls with a large social media presence. Anyway I took a bunch of risks during this period, like shooting my shot with countless chicks and even getting in a 12 squad car police chase.
Freshman year
I had a tough choice to make, have fun at a party school like everyone else my age, or set up my future by spending my next 4 years in the equivalent of North Korea at a the #1 tech school in America. I’m actually decently smart and was able to get into it, so I decided to surround myself with FOTB Asians. I wanted to prove I could succeed in the rigorous environment, so I ended up losing 20 lbs of mostly muscle by the end of the year and would have breakouts from pulling all nighters on a weekly basis. I also made a tinder and mixed in a photo of a random American football player who you can’t see the face of, but had a similar build to me and scored at least 200 quality matches. Due to std paranoia I rarely met up with girls off of it.
First vs second semester. I barely had time to get with a few Chinese girls throughout the year because I was too busy beating them at their own game in classes and hackathons. Harsh reminder that you can easily descend if you’re not actively maintaining good health and wellness. I occasionally frauded with shoe lifts and green contacts on campus for fun.
Sophomore year (present)
I haven’t made any close friends at university because I’ve been too busy trying to balance my classes with the rest of life. Majority of people at my university are 2’s and all they care about in life is working at Meta or Google, so I can get away with being chopped some days and still mog.
I’m now working on bulking for more muscle, shooting for the David Laid build at the pinnacle between male and female gaze. I’m 5’11 and 150lbs but will be 175-180 by the end of the year. I also dye my eyebrows black for more contrast.
Final Remarks
Drop a rate below, I feel like a HTN but ik this site can be brutal. This could have been a better thread, but I have an assignment due in 2 hours and this is my first time ever making one. I have plenty of stories and advice I could make other ones with, dm ideas. Posting your face is a risk, but my 3 closest friends also use forums so you’re not gonna ruin my life by doxxing me lmao. Shoutout Pneumocystis truly a legend, will be missed. As you can see in my side profile, I'm lowkey recessed but at like a pretty boy level. Ever since I joined this forum I’ve been aspiring to get a bimax or genio to fix this. I’d get a very reputable surgeon so getting botched is not a concern. My friend recently ascended with a bimax and his only side is some numbness on his chin. Is this reasonable, or am I autistic. Should I dye my hair black? Thanks for reading.
10th grade
I used to spend 6+ hours every day outside of school grinding Fortnite trying to become a pro gamer
. I even remember bringing my setup to the library and getting some wins in front of kids. I was too caught up on that dream to even realize I was invisible to every girl, and I had no aura being in a friend group of nerds who all got 1500+ on their SAT.
I would have been much more successful at Fortnite if I was willing to network with players better than I was. Lesson being if you want something (body, status, career) there are people who already have it, so shoot your shot to connect and learn from them.
11th grade
Near the end of this year, I discovered Hamza. Yes ik he is a cringe lord now but in 2022 he used to make genuine long form content which helped countless young men replace poor instant gratification habits with healthy ones. Quickly replaced my lifelong combover with fluffy hair, which my family found weird and advocated for me to switch back.
You can see the low T in my face. I started trying to dress better and accessorize, even though this is a skill I’m still improving years later. I was still a cornball at this point, I remember one of my posts on my private snap story was some shit like “this outfit makes me look fat”
. I had a lot of gay allegations at my school, but like any great you can’t get tied up on the haters. Regardless, I picked up the self improvement starter pack at this point which was monumental in changing my persona. Lifting started to bring my test out of the gutters for facial development. One thing I noticed is all the guys at my school with girlfriends also had a job. A few weeks into mine and I started started facetiming and texting them on snap, and even cold approached different girls in the mall food court offering them free pizza . Very awkward and painful stage to get through, but every failure made me learn what works and doesn’t. There’s no shortcut for building confidence.12th grade
By the time graduation came around, my school of 1400 kids had some event where they gave out accolades to graduating seniors on a wide range of merits (best couple, biggest flirt, most likely to be late for graduation, etc). I ended up getting voted for most changed since freshman year, which really surprised me because most of the school would had to of voted for me. A large contributor for getting noticed was creating an aesthetic instagram using the guides on here, I even saw one girl in the cafeteria who had a post of mine as her lockscreen (I ended up rejecting her later when she had a friend ask me out for her)
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I probably dated around 5 girls in this range, all from other schools mainly off snapchat, but I used to be a respectful young man and didn’t crack any of them. Wasted a lot of time and money with that mindset, thinking being nice would get me play. Even got cheated on by a girl I would regularly bring flowers to, who then made a TikTok saying “Why are breakups always so toxic” with a screenshot of our texts with every message blurred out except me calling her a dirty stank whore ass bitch and it surpasses a million views, with the comments flaming me for being a POS
. She then tried to following me on instagram and calling me a few months afterward once she saw me ascend . Learned my lesson to not care or chase girls and finally started getting some. And don’t date girls with a large social media presence. Anyway I took a bunch of risks during this period, like shooting my shot with countless chicks and even getting in a 12 squad car police chase.Freshman year
I had a tough choice to make, have fun at a party school like everyone else my age, or set up my future by spending my next 4 years in the equivalent of North Korea at a the #1 tech school in America. I’m actually decently smart and was able to get into it, so I decided to surround myself with FOTB Asians. I wanted to prove I could succeed in the rigorous environment, so I ended up losing 20 lbs of mostly muscle by the end of the year and would have breakouts from pulling all nighters on a weekly basis. I also made a tinder and mixed in a photo of a random American football player who you can’t see the face of, but had a similar build to me and scored at least 200 quality matches. Due to std paranoia I rarely met up with girls off of it.
First vs second semester. I barely had time to get with a few Chinese girls throughout the year because I was too busy beating them at their own game in classes and hackathons. Harsh reminder that you can easily descend if you’re not actively maintaining good health and wellness. I occasionally frauded with shoe lifts and green contacts on campus for fun.
Sophomore year (present)
I haven’t made any close friends at university because I’ve been too busy trying to balance my classes with the rest of life. Majority of people at my university are 2’s and all they care about in life is working at Meta or Google, so I can get away with being chopped some days and still mog.
I’m now working on bulking for more muscle, shooting for the David Laid build at the pinnacle between male and female gaze. I’m 5’11 and 150lbs but will be 175-180 by the end of the year. I also dye my eyebrows black for more contrast.
Final Remarks
Drop a rate below, I feel like a HTN but ik this site can be brutal. This could have been a better thread, but I have an assignment due in 2 hours and this is my first time ever making one. I have plenty of stories and advice I could make other ones with, dm ideas. Posting your face is a risk, but my 3 closest friends also use forums so you’re not gonna ruin my life by doxxing me lmao. Shoutout Pneumocystis truly a legend, will be missed. As you can see in my side profile, I'm lowkey recessed but at like a pretty boy level. Ever since I joined this forum I’ve been aspiring to get a bimax or genio to fix this. I’d get a very reputable surgeon so getting botched is not a concern. My friend recently ascended with a bimax and his only side is some numbness on his chin. Is this reasonable, or am I autistic. Should I dye my hair black? Thanks for reading.
