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I was once on a date with a polish girl and she was really hot. Obviously not Stacy but I easily a HTB which in my book is already really good.
I remember her mentioning how her ex boyfriend used to say she was ugly and complain about her chin.
She had like that very delicate facial bone structure very neotenous but I guess that Chad was used to German stacies with perfectly round protruding chins.
I really couldn't see the issue with her looks at the time at all. But I guess that was a hint of my own subhumanity right there.
Years later, one day I found myself doing the same to my girl on her lips. Not calling her ugly but low-key without noticing saying she should get them done.
Just had this epiphany then. That guy was probably to her what I was to my girl: some guy with higher SMV who knows he did and could do better.
Then I started to really understand my experiences as an individual weren't exactly universal. There are guys out there having it easy with the girls I want...
I remember her mentioning how her ex boyfriend used to say she was ugly and complain about her chin.
She had like that very delicate facial bone structure very neotenous but I guess that Chad was used to German stacies with perfectly round protruding chins.
I really couldn't see the issue with her looks at the time at all. But I guess that was a hint of my own subhumanity right there.
Years later, one day I found myself doing the same to my girl on her lips. Not calling her ugly but low-key without noticing saying she should get them done.
Just had this epiphany then. That guy was probably to her what I was to my girl: some guy with higher SMV who knows he did and could do better.
Then I started to really understand my experiences as an individual weren't exactly universal. There are guys out there having it easy with the girls I want...
