DarknLost
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Literally no one and nothing matters to me except my oneitis's attention,and I've done so much stupid shit to just try getting a drip from it (buying her things,writing love letters etc.)
Only now I realized how stupid was it as she just called me a retard.
At the time I did these cuck things,I was living under a delusion,thinking if I do everything for her then everything will end up well and cute.
As I said in one of my previous threads,if you are not good looking,having a good heart has just the same value as a pile of shit.
But because I behaved like a complete zombie,I couldn't become aware of the truth for such a long time,until she just called me a mentally ill bastard.
Only now I realized how stupid was it as she just called me a retard.
At the time I did these cuck things,I was living under a delusion,thinking if I do everything for her then everything will end up well and cute.
As I said in one of my previous threads,if you are not good looking,having a good heart has just the same value as a pile of shit.
But because I behaved like a complete zombie,I couldn't become aware of the truth for such a long time,until she just called me a mentally ill bastard.