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Apparition
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The reality is that she never made me feel anything special. She was basically an upgraded version of my first crush that I had when i was 15. I just had a fetish for her but over time I got delusional that she was super special. How can a man possibly love a girl who is younger? It’s pathetic imo.
However there was a girl that did make me feel like no one else did. And she was my age as well. And she also didn’t smoke. And meeting her felt more romantic. She would also send me heart emojis. But I was waaay too autistic and couldn’t handle the situation so it’s over.
However there was a girl that did make me feel like no one else did. And she was my age as well. And she also didn’t smoke. And meeting her felt more romantic. She would also send me heart emojis. But I was waaay too autistic and couldn’t handle the situation so it’s over.