chaddyboi66
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I can't sleep
I can't stop thinking about Her
I'm afraid of dreaming of Her again
I don't want to make wake only for Her not to be there.
Why does God punish me like this?
Was it because I let Her go and didn't go after Her?
Did throw away my one and only best opportunity at true love?
I'm sorry God I really am, I didn't realize just how special She was to me until I lost Her.
Please God give me a second chance, help me ascend so I can make things right and finally be able to love Her the way I should've back then.
I can't.
I don't know how.
I'm just so weak.
I can barely even move as is.
How am I supposed fix my life just wasting away on here making these dog shit threads about the same things over and over again trying to remind myself how I'm doing it all wrong and I need to get my act together and I'll Looksmax improve ascend and get Her back and I don't end up doing any of that and just go back to making threads like these saying I will?
I love Her.
I really do so very much.
I wish I could've been able to tell Her that while I still could.
Now I'll never love anyone ever again.
I still remember the first day we met at that stupid shitty arcade.
I'm so sorry A-- I really am.
fuck i think im gonna puke
I can't stop thinking about Her
I'm afraid of dreaming of Her again
I don't want to make wake only for Her not to be there.
Why does God punish me like this?
Was it because I let Her go and didn't go after Her?
Did throw away my one and only best opportunity at true love?
I'm sorry God I really am, I didn't realize just how special She was to me until I lost Her.
Please God give me a second chance, help me ascend so I can make things right and finally be able to love Her the way I should've back then.
I can't.
I don't know how.
I'm just so weak.
I can barely even move as is.
How am I supposed fix my life just wasting away on here making these dog shit threads about the same things over and over again trying to remind myself how I'm doing it all wrong and I need to get my act together and I'll Looksmax improve ascend and get Her back and I don't end up doing any of that and just go back to making threads like these saying I will?
I love Her.
I really do so very much.
I wish I could've been able to tell Her that while I still could.
Now I'll never love anyone ever again.
I still remember the first day we met at that stupid shitty arcade.
I'm so sorry A-- I really am.
fuck i think im gonna puke