halotestin98
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since this is my first time posting ill keep the story relatively short.
went to this big city where im from to help my friend with moving, and also to try to meet girls since all the ones i match with on dating apps live atleast 2 hours away.
went on a date with this girl i matched with on Hinge, date went well so we decided to go back to her place. got back to her place and watched a true crime documentary, after a while of teasing(like a lot this girl loved to tease), we start getting to it. this is where i should mention that im very high inhib when it comes to slays/ONS, the second we get intimate my heart starts racing and my head starts thinking of all the different ways i could screw up. so sometimes i struggle to "preform", to get over this i tend to use either tadalafil or sildenafil. this night in particular it was sildenafil. not to brag but it was probably one of my best preformances yet. i ended up "sleeping" over, i say this because i genuinely couldnt get a wink of actual sleep(she sleeps with lights and music on). skip to next morning and she wanted to go for round 2. my head was saying yes but my body physically couldnt, i legit went limp before i could get it in(TMI my bad). i got so embarrased i practically ran to the toilet and texted my friend to call me and say it was "urgent". i left as fast as i could, and since that day my sexual desire has been on life support. i feel like a damn monk, things that would normally arouse me to troglodyte levels do nothing to me anymore. its been a week and no signs of change, what am i supposed to do about this? is it over?
went to this big city where im from to help my friend with moving, and also to try to meet girls since all the ones i match with on dating apps live atleast 2 hours away.
went on a date with this girl i matched with on Hinge, date went well so we decided to go back to her place. got back to her place and watched a true crime documentary, after a while of teasing(like a lot this girl loved to tease), we start getting to it. this is where i should mention that im very high inhib when it comes to slays/ONS, the second we get intimate my heart starts racing and my head starts thinking of all the different ways i could screw up. so sometimes i struggle to "preform", to get over this i tend to use either tadalafil or sildenafil. this night in particular it was sildenafil. not to brag but it was probably one of my best preformances yet. i ended up "sleeping" over, i say this because i genuinely couldnt get a wink of actual sleep(she sleeps with lights and music on). skip to next morning and she wanted to go for round 2. my head was saying yes but my body physically couldnt, i legit went limp before i could get it in(TMI my bad). i got so embarrased i practically ran to the toilet and texted my friend to call me and say it was "urgent". i left as fast as i could, and since that day my sexual desire has been on life support. i feel like a damn monk, things that would normally arouse me to troglodyte levels do nothing to me anymore. its been a week and no signs of change, what am i supposed to do about this? is it over?
