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vanity of vanities all is vanity
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i question this often. i think the human condition is the present moment. we crystalize it and it shows within our memories. for instance one night i am obsessively mirin delon and comparing, then a day if not hours later i forget he existed. even my family. even the joke i just heard. its a constant wave that ebbs and flows and blurs in my ruined mind. why ascend to be forgotten. i truly do not think any human cares, in complete compassion, about the other. i have been reading the outsider by camus. my mother died today. maybe yesterday. is the opening line. and it is so poignant. idk i just have moments, not moments imbedded in nostalgia, but moments that are so clear and clairvoyant, that i could only live there for eternity. and its not moments that you may think mattered. its things of complete absurdity. im running away to the forest. soon. i hope.