marchesi
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I feel like shit, my dad is a chad, my mom is like a becky or subfive, aged like shit, ass features. as a kid i was beautiful, the process of aging was brutal, i was a subfive fag then i ascended a little after discovering looksmaxxing.
That time when i first knew about looksmax i wasnt aware of the black pill, i was only doing to look better. But when i discovered blackpill, i realized my whole life i wasnt invited to much parties, dindnt had foids as friends, all because i didnt care about my looks and i was ugly.
Well, i was happy before the blackpill, now everyday i realise i can never escape the blackpill, my life is ruined all due to my ugly looks, i feel i can fix some of my big failos through hardmaxx, until there im screwed, never got a girl, friend, nothing, i feel like ER(not doing what he did, but his life experiences, growing up), its the saddest thing having a CHAD dad with god tier genetics and getting genetics/looks ruined by your fucking Subfive/becky mother, ITS BRUTAL.
The saddest part is that everyday in my life i dedicate a big part of my day to looksmax, I dont eat sugar for long than a month, use alot of supplements and a plenty things more, i think i spend more than 5 hours of my day doing looksmaxxing related things, and still look like shit all cause my mother ruined my entire life.
Thanks to my dad, i got hunter skull, a wide frame, god tier jaw and forward growth and some other things. Im not that ugly, more like a Low Mtn, or bigger rating idk, i feel so unsure about my looks, my 3/4 profile is so good, but my front is shit, maybe its beacuse of my assimetry and my acne, eybags.
I think about roping sometimes, but i know that wont solve anything. Well at least i got money, Jfl. Also if you read all that, i doubt it, give some tips to improve my confidence, Some surgeries to make my lips wider, some softmaxxing too.
You can never escape the blackpill
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That time when i first knew about looksmax i wasnt aware of the black pill, i was only doing to look better. But when i discovered blackpill, i realized my whole life i wasnt invited to much parties, dindnt had foids as friends, all because i didnt care about my looks and i was ugly.
Well, i was happy before the blackpill, now everyday i realise i can never escape the blackpill, my life is ruined all due to my ugly looks, i feel i can fix some of my big failos through hardmaxx, until there im screwed, never got a girl, friend, nothing, i feel like ER(not doing what he did, but his life experiences, growing up), its the saddest thing having a CHAD dad with god tier genetics and getting genetics/looks ruined by your fucking Subfive/becky mother, ITS BRUTAL.
The saddest part is that everyday in my life i dedicate a big part of my day to looksmax, I dont eat sugar for long than a month, use alot of supplements and a plenty things more, i think i spend more than 5 hours of my day doing looksmaxxing related things, and still look like shit all cause my mother ruined my entire life.
Thanks to my dad, i got hunter skull, a wide frame, god tier jaw and forward growth and some other things. Im not that ugly, more like a Low Mtn, or bigger rating idk, i feel so unsure about my looks, my 3/4 profile is so good, but my front is shit, maybe its beacuse of my assimetry and my acne, eybags.
I think about roping sometimes, but i know that wont solve anything. Well at least i got money, Jfl. Also if you read all that, i doubt it, give some tips to improve my confidence, Some surgeries to make my lips wider, some softmaxxing too.
You can never escape the blackpill
️
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