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harmony777
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It's over long ago but realized lately as I was delusional. I am in my late 20s. though I look 40. I am around 5'8". Though my father was very tall like 6'1.5". He died when I was very young. No siblings. Raised byba single mom who was overly protective towards me and still is. She though sacrificed her happiness so that I could study engineering. She even ate very less so that she can save money for my tuition fees. But I rage towards her and blame her for my looks and height. I blame her saying why she told me I am good looking and I will become tall like my father by the age of 25. So that's why I feel rage towards her.
No softmaxxing will work. Studied engineering. My salary is not higher but at least I can bear my basic expenses. I decided that I will neber get married. Stay alone forever. Neber talk to women or won't even stare at them for once. Don't wanna creepmaxx. Sometimes I think I should cope with porn and fapping but fell like a shit after doing it.
So what left for me now? What can I do!?
That's me in pic
No softmaxxing will work. Studied engineering. My salary is not higher but at least I can bear my basic expenses. I decided that I will neber get married. Stay alone forever. Neber talk to women or won't even stare at them for once. Don't wanna creepmaxx. Sometimes I think I should cope with porn and fapping but fell like a shit after doing it.
So what left for me now? What can I do!?
That's me in pic