ElySioNs
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I can’t help thinking this is some dumb primitive caveman shit but it’s fucking me up.
A little over a year ago my fiancée Abbie was raped on a night out. It was a nightmare for us through dealing with the police and the hospital and she was really affected by it. We’ve worked hard last year and over the last few months things have essentially been back to normal in terms of her personality, our intimacy and her confidence. I actually posted here about it and received some really helpful advice.
Last weekend she had some girlfriends over for a night in. She was still at the shops when they started arriving and I was heading out to my friends. Most of these girls we have known for 5-10+ years, so I let them in and headed out when the ones I was comfortable leaving in my house were here. Some of them had clearly already started on the wines.
I got 5 mins away before realising I forgot my poker set so turned around to grab it, Abbie’s car wasn’t in the driveway and I didn’t want to get stuck talking to the girls so I snuck in the back and went upstairs to grab my chip case. On my way down I heard the single ones talking about guys they’d slept with recently. I had a little chuckle at the poor nameless blokes as...well women can be harsh but then I heard ‘Brandon has such a small dick, sometimes I wish the guy that raped Abbie would do me next. She said his dick was massive’. There was some laughter and a couple of ‘don’t even joke about thats’. I didn’t know how to process it and just left.
I don’t even know what I’m upset about he’s a fucking rapist and I’ve never been insecure before but why do they know that info wtf. It’s been a week and she knows something is wrong but I don’t know what to do. Like I said I feel like it’s so dumb but it’s in my brain now. So. Yeah.
A little over a year ago my fiancée Abbie was raped on a night out. It was a nightmare for us through dealing with the police and the hospital and she was really affected by it. We’ve worked hard last year and over the last few months things have essentially been back to normal in terms of her personality, our intimacy and her confidence. I actually posted here about it and received some really helpful advice.
Last weekend she had some girlfriends over for a night in. She was still at the shops when they started arriving and I was heading out to my friends. Most of these girls we have known for 5-10+ years, so I let them in and headed out when the ones I was comfortable leaving in my house were here. Some of them had clearly already started on the wines.
I got 5 mins away before realising I forgot my poker set so turned around to grab it, Abbie’s car wasn’t in the driveway and I didn’t want to get stuck talking to the girls so I snuck in the back and went upstairs to grab my chip case. On my way down I heard the single ones talking about guys they’d slept with recently. I had a little chuckle at the poor nameless blokes as...well women can be harsh but then I heard ‘Brandon has such a small dick, sometimes I wish the guy that raped Abbie would do me next. She said his dick was massive’. There was some laughter and a couple of ‘don’t even joke about thats’. I didn’t know how to process it and just left.
I don’t even know what I’m upset about he’s a fucking rapist and I’ve never been insecure before but why do they know that info wtf. It’s been a week and she knows something is wrong but I don’t know what to do. Like I said I feel like it’s so dumb but it’s in my brain now. So. Yeah.
