RAITEIII
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Everytime I read about people going to parties and those crazy stories of getting drunk, making out and sex I feel something in my stomach.
I feel so inadequate, so different, so out of place, for not living the same way. I feel like I'm missing on so much and that in a few years I'll wake up and be old and it's gonna be too late.
In my case it's not my looks, it's something else in my mind. I love being in these 4 walls but at the same time I hate it and feel tied to them. Deep down I know I won't find fulfillment getting drunk right and left, but neither I do this way.
I am mentally ill I guess, I'm not particularly convinced of this notion, but I guess it's a possibility. I will never lead a NORMIE a life.
I'll be bound to misery, and I've become a magnet to attract such.
How do you guys feel?
I feel so inadequate, so different, so out of place, for not living the same way. I feel like I'm missing on so much and that in a few years I'll wake up and be old and it's gonna be too late.
In my case it's not my looks, it's something else in my mind. I love being in these 4 walls but at the same time I hate it and feel tied to them. Deep down I know I won't find fulfillment getting drunk right and left, but neither I do this way.
I am mentally ill I guess, I'm not particularly convinced of this notion, but I guess it's a possibility. I will never lead a NORMIE a life.
I'll be bound to misery, and I've become a magnet to attract such.
How do you guys feel?