XAYKO
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Personal story:
This year I was talking to a girl I found very beautiful and really liked her but ultimately ended up getting rejected by her - I’d say she was like an HTN? Idrk because she wasn’t very popular but very sweet and gl. However, before my attempt to be with her, she was also rejected by a “chad”.
To cope with my devastating rejection I asked out (as friends) a girl from my school who was always very nice to me, I hate saying this but she was essentially an LTN. We hung out twice in the summer and since school started she’s been hanging out with me a lot and I’ve done some semi-romantic things with her, but nothing that actually solidifies feelings like kissing. She likes me a lot and would be a great partner except for the fact that I can’t stop thinking about how I want someone prettier, who’s genetics would help mitigate my failos in my offspring.
This chain of rejection goes to show that people generally want to punch up in terms of looks/value and don’t really want to settle with someone whom they think they can do better than, which makes it sort of hard to find a partner with whom you’re both comfortable.
Now I feel very lonely (despite having lots of friends) and desperately wish I could get a girlfriend since I’ve gone my whole life without having one and experiencing true love (I’m 17 atm). Of course I could get an LTN girlfriend but that would DEMOLISH my self-worth and make me even more depressed and angry and I wouldn’t really “love” her. I wish I could just like the LTN girl but I can’t bring myself to do it and I blame the blackpill since I genuinely find her kind of cute. The fact that only girls I wouldn’t date have shown genuine interest in me fills me with grief and I wish I could just be appealing enough for the girl that I want. I had to try so hard to get any attention from the girl who rejected me and another guy could have had her like nothing. Maybe I just wasn’t her type since he’s blonde and blue eyed while I’m half ethnic.
I would say I’m MTN-HTN since I am lean with a few halos, am 6’4 and get decent attention from girls in both platonic and romantic ways.
Also I would say I’ve “glowed up” quite a bit since getting rejected so maybe she would want me now? Or maybe there’s no softmax you could do to change a girls mind and it’s truly all genetics, but that’s a post for another time
This year I was talking to a girl I found very beautiful and really liked her but ultimately ended up getting rejected by her - I’d say she was like an HTN? Idrk because she wasn’t very popular but very sweet and gl. However, before my attempt to be with her, she was also rejected by a “chad”.
To cope with my devastating rejection I asked out (as friends) a girl from my school who was always very nice to me, I hate saying this but she was essentially an LTN. We hung out twice in the summer and since school started she’s been hanging out with me a lot and I’ve done some semi-romantic things with her, but nothing that actually solidifies feelings like kissing. She likes me a lot and would be a great partner except for the fact that I can’t stop thinking about how I want someone prettier, who’s genetics would help mitigate my failos in my offspring.
This chain of rejection goes to show that people generally want to punch up in terms of looks/value and don’t really want to settle with someone whom they think they can do better than, which makes it sort of hard to find a partner with whom you’re both comfortable.
Now I feel very lonely (despite having lots of friends) and desperately wish I could get a girlfriend since I’ve gone my whole life without having one and experiencing true love (I’m 17 atm). Of course I could get an LTN girlfriend but that would DEMOLISH my self-worth and make me even more depressed and angry and I wouldn’t really “love” her. I wish I could just like the LTN girl but I can’t bring myself to do it and I blame the blackpill since I genuinely find her kind of cute. The fact that only girls I wouldn’t date have shown genuine interest in me fills me with grief and I wish I could just be appealing enough for the girl that I want. I had to try so hard to get any attention from the girl who rejected me and another guy could have had her like nothing. Maybe I just wasn’t her type since he’s blonde and blue eyed while I’m half ethnic.
I would say I’m MTN-HTN since I am lean with a few halos, am 6’4 and get decent attention from girls in both platonic and romantic ways.
Also I would say I’ve “glowed up” quite a bit since getting rejected so maybe she would want me now? Or maybe there’s no softmax you could do to change a girls mind and it’s truly all genetics, but that’s a post for another time
