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[clubpenguin]

first post, I turned 17 a couple months ago and ive gained hella weight. Ive decided to try lock back in again so I ordered some stuff a month or so ago
- reta
-mk
-prov
-ghkcu
-mt2
-aod9604
-igf1 lr3
for other reasons im taking tb500 and bpc157 too..

I have been on the everything but mk and proviron for 5 weeks now. I started those 2 2 and a half weeks ago. ive lost a lot of weight my skins cleared up and im looking better. my only issue is I am kind of recessed with a small palate. I was looking into MARPE for the last few weeks and will get this procedure done. but to be honest my only way is to get a bimax+genio with a canthoplasty. I can afford all of this. but my only issue is im scared of and complications, I am not really bothered about going to be botched but the nerve damage and potential blindness is what has turned me off slightly.

just wondering if there is anything I could research into it would be amazing. I started hitting gym a week ago too so hopefully my body will look better too. me and my girl of three years broke up today and it feels horrible. so hopefully I can turn things around gg