tezirax
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did i fuck up?
im 18 and was a virgin until a couple nights ago
recently just felt so lonely, and everyone around me had lost their virginity already so i just wanted to get it out of the way and see what it felt like. ended up not even nutting but it was an interesting experience. i have zero interactions with the opposite gender these days and cant remember the last time i managed to hold eye contact with a chick for more than a second. have test coming this christmas hopefully that helps me w my confidence but its just so hard to picture myself having a girlfriend and maintaining a relationship.
im 18 and was a virgin until a couple nights ago
recently just felt so lonely, and everyone around me had lost their virginity already so i just wanted to get it out of the way and see what it felt like. ended up not even nutting but it was an interesting experience. i have zero interactions with the opposite gender these days and cant remember the last time i managed to hold eye contact with a chick for more than a second. have test coming this christmas hopefully that helps me w my confidence but its just so hard to picture myself having a girlfriend and maintaining a relationship.