pointless rant just posting to post

[doomz.unfound]

i have this stupid website so much and everyone on this for nothing worth planet, seeing people with friends being happy together makes me angry, i just can’t take it i want them gone, i look at every single reflection i can get to see myself, i look at myself so often i started dreaming about just that multiple nights in a row including today, seeing anyone as a whole starts to boil me, i cannot look at anyone anymore, i couldn’t keep eye contact now i learnt it only to see if they care enough to look away from mine, nobody cared enough, nobody cares about me, the only friend i have has other friends he starts to hang out more and more, my episodes become worse as now i start spamming everyone i can catch on instagram with images of myself spamming them telling them to die, starting to break my stuff, my family couldn’t give more of a damn about my mentality, they only care about their status as many times my father had told me, when i was fat as a child used to call me porky all the time for wanting to eat, made me starve losing almost 20 kilos, all they did is tell me to do better, people at school see me as a low inhib and tell me to do stuff that’ll hurt me further for their stupid entertainment because they think i’m a fucking autist, all i do is sleep in class and fail my classes, started getting sent to the schools psychiatric because they thought i was insane, fucking faggots saying i need help when i live in such a shithole seeing their faces makes me want to rip off my own i hate them all the day they all die is the day the sun will shine the brightest, the roses will bloom and the birds will sing after we get less of these mother fucking blue pilled becky’s and red pilled faggots thinking all they need is gym, GYM MY ASS YOU CANT EVEN ROPE RECESSED MANLET, GOD DAMNIT WHY THE HELL I

 

[doomz.unfound]

i have this stupid website so much and everyone on this for nothing worth planet, seeing people with friends being happy together makes me angry, i just can’t take it i want them gone, i look at every single reflection i can get to see myself, i look at myself so often i started dreaming about just that multiple nights in a row including today, seeing anyone as a whole starts to boil me, i cannot look at anyone anymore, i couldn’t keep eye contact now i learnt it only to see if they care enough to look away from mine, nobody cared enough, nobody cares about me, the only friend i have has other friends he starts to hang out more and more, my episodes become worse as now i start spamming everyone i can catch on instagram with images of myself spamming them telling them to die, starting to break my stuff, my family couldn’t give more of a damn about my mentality, they only care about their status as many times my father had told me, when i was fat as a child used to call me porky all the time for wanting to eat, made me starve losing almost 20 kilos, all they did is tell me to do better, people at school see me as a low inhib and tell me to do stuff that’ll hurt me further for their stupid entertainment because they think i’m a fucking autist, all i do is sleep in class and fail my classes, started getting sent to the schools psychiatric because they thought i was insane, fucking faggots saying i need help when i live in such a shithole seeing their faces makes me want to rip off my own i hate them all the day they all die is the day the sun will shine the brightest, the roses will bloom and the birds will sing after we get less of these mother fucking blue pilled becky’s and red pilled faggots thinking all they need is gym, GYM MY ASS YOU CANT EVEN ROPE RECESSED MANLET, GOD DAMNIT WHY THE HELL I

broke my stupid wardrobe

 

[willgotogandyheaven]

i have this stupid website so much and everyone on this for nothing worth planet, seeing people with friends being happy together makes me angry, i just can’t take it i want them gone, i look at every single reflection i can get to see myself, i look at myself so often i started dreaming about just that multiple nights in a row including today, seeing anyone as a whole starts to boil me, i cannot look at anyone anymore, i couldn’t keep eye contact now i learnt it only to see if they care enough to look away from mine, nobody cared enough, nobody cares about me, the only friend i have has other friends he starts to hang out more and more, my episodes become worse as now i start spamming everyone i can catch on instagram with images of myself spamming them telling them to die, starting to break my stuff, my family couldn’t give more of a damn about my mentality, they only care about their status as many times my father had told me, when i was fat as a child used to call me porky all the time for wanting to eat, made me starve losing almost 20 kilos, all they did is tell me to do better, people at school see me as a low inhib and tell me to do stuff that’ll hurt me further for their stupid entertainment because they think i’m a fucking autist, all i do is sleep in class and fail my classes, started getting sent to the schools psychiatric because they thought i was insane, fucking faggots saying i need help when i live in such a shithole seeing their faces makes me want to rip off my own i hate them all the day they all die is the day the sun will shine the brightest, the roses will bloom and the birds will sing after we get less of these mother fucking blue pilled becky’s and red pilled faggots thinking all they need is gym, GYM MY ASS YOU CANT EVEN ROPE RECESSED MANLET, GOD DAMNIT WHY THE HELL I

smoke some weed and chill tf out bro