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Posting this to document my descencion, and hopefully ascension next.
6th grade (prime)
I was a cutecel all of elementary, and going into 6th grade, I still was.
Up to this point, I had always been told I was good looking, by my friends, girls, mom lol, and already had abs and a pretty good physique for my age. I consistently had girls trying to talk to me without trying.
Around the middle of the school year puberty started kicking in. Since birth I always had a little mustache (hispanic genes lol), and with puberty now it was more noticeable. I went and got a new haircut, It wasn’t helping the cutecel look.
Still had game tho, I was with an Asian girl a year older than me but she wasn’t anything special and I broke up with her starting the next school year.
7th grade (descencion)
Going into 7th grade the mustache became even more noticeable. I went from getting called majestic to getting called Indian. Some of my friends said I was still good looking, but they were probably trying to make me feel better.
Although at first I thought it was my skin, it had only gotten maybe a shade darker, so it had to be the mustache. Didnt help thay my new haircut was literally the one that pops up when you search up “Indian scammer”. I didn’t realize that at the time but whatever.
I was also really short(still am), around 4’11.
I would get bullied consistently and I wasn’t getting nearly as much play as before.
I remember there was this low Stacylite in my math class and she fogged every girl.
She would only sometimes laugh at my jokes, but whenever my htn friend made the slightest joke she’d burst out laughing.
There’d be times where our teacher would let us play games on the board and the stacylite would always play, and so would my htn and mtn friend. I was always naturally good at games, and I’d always try. I was the best at it every time, but guess what, whenever I tried it suddenly the game was irrelevant and no one cared.
Moving on, my friend’s girlfriend caught my eye, I didn’t really care they were dating because I hated him anyway.
I got her number and we started talking. She would text me about how bad he was treating her and I would always console her and give her good advice. Absolute dogshit game but I had to do what I had to do. Eventually they broke up, she told me she liked me and I told her I liked her.
Guess what!1! She got her “phone taken” and the next week they got back together.
lololol what a bum I am
waited like 5 months and he was still treating her like shit and then left her.
Now she wants me back all of a sudden and saw “how I treated her so well” blah blah blah bullshit but I just sucked it up and got with her.
Took her first kiss but we didn’t really do that much other than some touching, but we were in school so we weren’t gonna do crazy shit.
present day (and ascension plan)
End of the school year comes around and she tells me she’s leaving the school next year.
lololol jfl
We broke up, and around then is when I found this site. (4 months ago ish?)
I had known about mewing and all that stuff since 2023 but it was a meme so I didn’t really get too deep into it. At least I didn’t and wasnt a mouth breather lol.
Read a bunch of botb threads and decided to create an account to see my rating. (Around mltn)
I knew this site started to be a part of me when I went to a friends quinceañera. (Girls 15th birthday)
I got brutally height mogged by every dude there (and half of the girls) since I’m still only 5’1 and they were all at least a year older than me. I
couldn’t stop analyzing peoples faces, but I tried to be as nt as possible and have a good time.
A girl caught my attention but my phone died so I couldn’t ask for her number. Asked the birthday girl if she could give it to me and she said “oh.. she’s talking to someone rn”
lol this cant get any funnier
Over time I vaguely made an ascension plan to hopefully get me around mmtn before I go into high school, taking note of my failos and trying to find a solution for them.
Here’s what ive formulated so far:
Recessed maxilla and narrow palate: RPE
Recessed mandible: Herbst device
Short ramus: chewing 20+ times on hard foods and praying it grows
also cutting my sideburns really short to make them seem longer
Eyebrows: Dermastamp+ castor oil
Eyelashes: oral castor oil
Height: HGH and AI
Skin: sunscreen and not going outside as much
Eye color: contacts
Supplements: D3 and K2
Bone mass: hoping the rest of the stuff helps with it and doing some sort of martial art for free bonesmashing lol
Muscle: obviously working out
Money wise I have plenty, it’s just with maybe the hgh and ai it’ll be difficult to get.
I’ll be selling snacks at school anyhow.
let’s hope all of this prevents me from looking like a femboy at 15
Before you say dnr just rep me for the effort vro, thanks for reading.
6th grade (prime)
I was a cutecel all of elementary, and going into 6th grade, I still was.
Up to this point, I had always been told I was good looking, by my friends, girls, mom lol, and already had abs and a pretty good physique for my age. I consistently had girls trying to talk to me without trying.
Around the middle of the school year puberty started kicking in. Since birth I always had a little mustache (hispanic genes lol), and with puberty now it was more noticeable. I went and got a new haircut, It wasn’t helping the cutecel look.
Still had game tho, I was with an Asian girl a year older than me but she wasn’t anything special and I broke up with her starting the next school year.
7th grade (descencion)
Going into 7th grade the mustache became even more noticeable. I went from getting called majestic to getting called Indian. Some of my friends said I was still good looking, but they were probably trying to make me feel better.
Although at first I thought it was my skin, it had only gotten maybe a shade darker, so it had to be the mustache. Didnt help thay my new haircut was literally the one that pops up when you search up “Indian scammer”. I didn’t realize that at the time but whatever.
I was also really short(still am), around 4’11.
I would get bullied consistently and I wasn’t getting nearly as much play as before.
I remember there was this low Stacylite in my math class and she fogged every girl.
She would only sometimes laugh at my jokes, but whenever my htn friend made the slightest joke she’d burst out laughing.
There’d be times where our teacher would let us play games on the board and the stacylite would always play, and so would my htn and mtn friend. I was always naturally good at games, and I’d always try. I was the best at it every time, but guess what, whenever I tried it suddenly the game was irrelevant and no one cared.
Moving on, my friend’s girlfriend caught my eye, I didn’t really care they were dating because I hated him anyway.
I got her number and we started talking. She would text me about how bad he was treating her and I would always console her and give her good advice. Absolute dogshit game but I had to do what I had to do. Eventually they broke up, she told me she liked me and I told her I liked her.
Guess what!1! She got her “phone taken” and the next week they got back together.
lololol what a bum I am
waited like 5 months and he was still treating her like shit and then left her.
Now she wants me back all of a sudden and saw “how I treated her so well” blah blah blah bullshit but I just sucked it up and got with her.
Took her first kiss but we didn’t really do that much other than some touching, but we were in school so we weren’t gonna do crazy shit.
present day (and ascension plan)
End of the school year comes around and she tells me she’s leaving the school next year.
lololol jfl
We broke up, and around then is when I found this site. (4 months ago ish?)
I had known about mewing and all that stuff since 2023 but it was a meme so I didn’t really get too deep into it. At least I didn’t and wasnt a mouth breather lol.
Read a bunch of botb threads and decided to create an account to see my rating. (Around mltn)
I knew this site started to be a part of me when I went to a friends quinceañera. (Girls 15th birthday)
I got brutally height mogged by every dude there (and half of the girls) since I’m still only 5’1 and they were all at least a year older than me. I
couldn’t stop analyzing peoples faces, but I tried to be as nt as possible and have a good time.
A girl caught my attention but my phone died so I couldn’t ask for her number. Asked the birthday girl if she could give it to me and she said “oh.. she’s talking to someone rn”
lol this cant get any funnier
Over time I vaguely made an ascension plan to hopefully get me around mmtn before I go into high school, taking note of my failos and trying to find a solution for them.
Here’s what ive formulated so far:
Recessed maxilla and narrow palate: RPE
Recessed mandible: Herbst device
Short ramus: chewing 20+ times on hard foods and praying it grows
also cutting my sideburns really short to make them seem longer
Eyebrows: Dermastamp+ castor oil
Eyelashes: oral castor oil
Height: HGH and AI
Skin: sunscreen and not going outside as much
Eye color: contacts
Supplements: D3 and K2
Bone mass: hoping the rest of the stuff helps with it and doing some sort of martial art for free bonesmashing lol
Muscle: obviously working out
Money wise I have plenty, it’s just with maybe the hgh and ai it’ll be difficult to get.
I’ll be selling snacks at school anyhow.
let’s hope all of this prevents me from looking like a femboy at 15
Before you say dnr just rep me for the effort vro, thanks for reading.
