Gaygymmaxx
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It fucks up my state of mind beyond just motivation
Lowkey I feel almost more motivated and can feel a vibe n shid
But overall it fucks up my brain,
My brother gave me weed at 12 years old and I never really stopped
19 now, gonna stop buying dab carts they are absolutely demonic devices
Might smoke some doinks here and rhere with my boy
Could only cope with my shit life and be satisfied when I was high all the time
Now the self hatred has caught up, its been gaining but I never looked back. It's in first place now
So brutal, boredom was never actually difficult when I had a cart to cheif on
Now the silence is defeaning, i was so much worse than I thought, I knew it was bad but I coped.
Don't cope like me. Quit drugs now fellas
(working a shit wage job not in college, my parents are only accepting because my brother is worse, that nigga really ruined me, I gotta make moves now though. Shit is getting gross. )
Lowkey I feel almost more motivated and can feel a vibe n shid
But overall it fucks up my brain,
My brother gave me weed at 12 years old and I never really stopped
19 now, gonna stop buying dab carts they are absolutely demonic devices
Might smoke some doinks here and rhere with my boy
Could only cope with my shit life and be satisfied when I was high all the time
Now the self hatred has caught up, its been gaining but I never looked back. It's in first place now
So brutal, boredom was never actually difficult when I had a cart to cheif on
Now the silence is defeaning, i was so much worse than I thought, I knew it was bad but I coped.
Don't cope like me. Quit drugs now fellas
(working a shit wage job not in college, my parents are only accepting because my brother is worse, that nigga really ruined me, I gotta make moves now though. Shit is getting gross. )