hopecel
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So today I was at uni where we have 10min breaks between lectures when students usually go outside, to socialise or smoke. I was there before the break since I was early on my first lecture that was scheduled after the break. I was sitting alone on the bench near my uni and there was a lot of students (as it usually is at the beggining of an academic year).
I'd say my body language was 'open' I guess? I didn't have headphones on and didn't use my phone and I was smoking some cheap cigarettes like a real Jeffrey I am. And then out of nowhere some girl asked me "Is this seat free?" I looked up and she repeated "Is it free? Can I sit here?" while gently smiling. I answered "Yes, you can." and then she sat on the same bench as me, but not close at all. I was sitting on the far left so she sat on the far right. Then through few seconds I offered her cigarettes and she rejected saying she doesn't smoke. And then I continued smoking and took the phone out of the pocket and started scrolling through my contacts like if I had some important task to complete. Not long after (20-30s) she got up and left and my redpilled friend who I was calling answered to my call. So at least it ended up like I actually "waited for someone".
I'm not saying that the girl was romantically interested in me but I think she wanted to at least be friends with me. Or not? Anyway, I don't think I looked that much approachable. I think I looked sad since I haven't seen my oneitis today who I was waiting for to pop up at uni. I always think about her and I don't give a fuck about any other girl but as time passes my hope is dwindling. And my interest even in girls who are interested in me is decreasing as well. That's how I ruined this solid irl chance for ascension and bettering my social life. Am I that much unable to be NT?
Do you think she was upset that I wasn't paying attention to her? Do you think she's now insecure because I didn't flirt with her and thinks she's ugly? Did she actually just want to sit on the bench (then why would she get up after half a minute)?
@try2beme (we're so same bro) @SidharthTheSlayer @IAMNOTANINCEL @aspiringexcel @BoredPrince @Clown Show @DR. NICKGA @Autismcel @alurmo @the BULL
I'd say my body language was 'open' I guess? I didn't have headphones on and didn't use my phone and I was smoking some cheap cigarettes like a real Jeffrey I am. And then out of nowhere some girl asked me "Is this seat free?" I looked up and she repeated "Is it free? Can I sit here?" while gently smiling. I answered "Yes, you can." and then she sat on the same bench as me, but not close at all. I was sitting on the far left so she sat on the far right. Then through few seconds I offered her cigarettes and she rejected saying she doesn't smoke. And then I continued smoking and took the phone out of the pocket and started scrolling through my contacts like if I had some important task to complete. Not long after (20-30s) she got up and left and my redpilled friend who I was calling answered to my call. So at least it ended up like I actually "waited for someone".
I'm not saying that the girl was romantically interested in me but I think she wanted to at least be friends with me. Or not? Anyway, I don't think I looked that much approachable. I think I looked sad since I haven't seen my oneitis today who I was waiting for to pop up at uni. I always think about her and I don't give a fuck about any other girl but as time passes my hope is dwindling. And my interest even in girls who are interested in me is decreasing as well. That's how I ruined this solid irl chance for ascension and bettering my social life. Am I that much unable to be NT?
Do you think she was upset that I wasn't paying attention to her? Do you think she's now insecure because I didn't flirt with her and thinks she's ugly? Did she actually just want to sit on the bench (then why would she get up after half a minute)?
@try2beme (we're so same bro) @SidharthTheSlayer @IAMNOTANINCEL @aspiringexcel @BoredPrince @Clown Show @DR. NICKGA @Autismcel @alurmo @the BULL