WonkyChin186
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I HATE LIFE!!! I HATE THAT NOTHING EVER MAKES SENSE!!! NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRY, NOTHING WORKS!!! PEOPLE SAY “KEEP GOING,” “IT’LL GET BETTER,” BUT IT NEVER DOES!!! IT’S ALL JUST WORDS, EMPTY WORDS THAT PEOPLE SAY SO THEY DON’T HAVE TO THINK!!! I’M SO TIRED OF TRYING TO FIX SOMETHING THAT’S BEEN BROKEN FOREVER!!!
EVERY DAY FEELS THE SAME!!! WAKE UP, DO THINGS THAT DON’T MATTER, LISTEN TO PEOPLE WHO DON’T CARE, SMILE WHEN YOU DON’T WANT TO, PRETEND YOU’RE OKAY WHEN YOU’RE NOT!!! IT NEVER STOPS!!! IT’S LIKE LIFE IS SOME STUPID JOKE AND EVERYONE’S LAUGHING EXCEPT YOU!!!
I WORK, I TRY, I PUSH MYSELF, AND STILL NOTHING CHANGES!!! IT’S LIKE THE WORLD IS MADE TO KEEP PEOPLE DOWN!!! YOU SEE OTHERS JUST FLOAT THROUGH LIFE LIKE IT’S EASY, LIKE THEY’RE PLAYING ON A DIFFERENT LEVEL!!! THEY DON’T EVEN SEE HOW LUCKY THEY ARE!!! THEY THINK THEY DESERVE IT, BUT THEY DON’T!!! THEY WERE JUST BORN THAT WAY!!! AND THE REST OF US HAVE TO CRAWL JUST TO BREATHE!!!
I KEEP THINKING MAYBE TOMORROW WILL BE DIFFERENT, BUT IT NEVER IS!!! IT’S ALWAYS THE SAME TIRED FEELING!!! THE SAME EMPTY STUFF EVERY DAY!!! PEOPLE SAY “STAY STRONG” LIKE IT’S EASY, LIKE THEY KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO TRY AND STILL GET NOTHING!!! I HATE HOW UNFAIR IT IS!!! I HATE THAT HARD WORK MEANS NOTHING WHEN LUCK DECIDES EVERYTHING!!!
EVERY LITTLE THING BUILDS UP!!! ONE COMMENT, ONE LOOK, ONE FAILURE!!! AND YOU PRETEND IT DOESN’T HURT BUT IT DOES!!! IT STAYS!!! IT NEVER LEAVES!!! YOU CARRY IT EVERYWHERE AND NO ONE NOTICES!!! THEY SEE YOU SMILE AND THINK YOU’RE FINE!!! BUT YOU’RE NOT FINE!!! YOU’RE ANGRY AND TIRED AND IT JUST KEEPS BUILDING!!!
SOMETIMES I THINK PEOPLE DON’T EVEN CARE ABOUT ANYONE ELSE!!! THEY JUST CARE ABOUT BEING RIGHT, LOOKING GOOD, FEELING IMPORTANT!!! THEY TALK ABOUT “KINDNESS” AND “POSITIVITY” BUT THEY DON’T LIVE IT!!! THEY DON’T EVEN TRY!!! EVERYONE’S JUST PRETENDING, HIDING, COPYING EACH OTHER BECAUSE THEY’RE TOO SCARED TO BE REAL!!!
I’M SO SICK OF IT!!! I’M SICK OF ACTING LIKE EVERYTHING’S OKAY!!! I’M SICK OF BEING TOLD TO CALM DOWN, TO BE GRATEFUL, TO “FOCUS ON THE GOOD” WHEN EVERYTHING FEELS WRONG!!! I’M SICK OF BEING TIRED ALL THE TIME, TIRED IN MY HEAD, TIRED IN MY CHEST, TIRED IN MY BONES!!!
MAYBE LIFE IS JUST THIS ENDLESS LOOP OF TRYING AND FAILING AND PRETENDING IT’S WORTH IT!!! MAYBE THAT’S ALL IT IS!!! PEOPLE KEEP SAYING THERE’S A REASON, A PURPOSE, BUT NO ONE EVER TELLS YOU WHAT IT IS!!! THEY DON’T KNOW EITHER!!! THEY JUST SAY IT SO THEY CAN FEEL SAFE!!! BUT IT’S ALL RANDOM, IT’S ALL CHAOS, AND WE’RE ALL JUST GUESSING!!!
I HATE THAT I STILL CARE!!! I HATE THAT I STILL TRY EVEN WHEN I KNOW NOTHING CHANGES!!! I HATE THAT LIFE KEEPS MOVING EVEN WHEN YOU’RE STUCK!!! I HATE HOW THE WORLD JUST KEEPS TURNING LIKE NOTHING MATTERS!!! I HATE THAT YOU CAN SCREAM INSIDE AND NOBODY HEARS YOU!!! I HATE THAT YOU CAN DO EVERYTHING RIGHT AND STILL LOSE!!!
EVERY DAY FEELS THE SAME!!! WAKE UP, DO THINGS THAT DON’T MATTER, LISTEN TO PEOPLE WHO DON’T CARE, SMILE WHEN YOU DON’T WANT TO, PRETEND YOU’RE OKAY WHEN YOU’RE NOT!!! IT NEVER STOPS!!! IT’S LIKE LIFE IS SOME STUPID JOKE AND EVERYONE’S LAUGHING EXCEPT YOU!!!
I WORK, I TRY, I PUSH MYSELF, AND STILL NOTHING CHANGES!!! IT’S LIKE THE WORLD IS MADE TO KEEP PEOPLE DOWN!!! YOU SEE OTHERS JUST FLOAT THROUGH LIFE LIKE IT’S EASY, LIKE THEY’RE PLAYING ON A DIFFERENT LEVEL!!! THEY DON’T EVEN SEE HOW LUCKY THEY ARE!!! THEY THINK THEY DESERVE IT, BUT THEY DON’T!!! THEY WERE JUST BORN THAT WAY!!! AND THE REST OF US HAVE TO CRAWL JUST TO BREATHE!!!
I KEEP THINKING MAYBE TOMORROW WILL BE DIFFERENT, BUT IT NEVER IS!!! IT’S ALWAYS THE SAME TIRED FEELING!!! THE SAME EMPTY STUFF EVERY DAY!!! PEOPLE SAY “STAY STRONG” LIKE IT’S EASY, LIKE THEY KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO TRY AND STILL GET NOTHING!!! I HATE HOW UNFAIR IT IS!!! I HATE THAT HARD WORK MEANS NOTHING WHEN LUCK DECIDES EVERYTHING!!!
EVERY LITTLE THING BUILDS UP!!! ONE COMMENT, ONE LOOK, ONE FAILURE!!! AND YOU PRETEND IT DOESN’T HURT BUT IT DOES!!! IT STAYS!!! IT NEVER LEAVES!!! YOU CARRY IT EVERYWHERE AND NO ONE NOTICES!!! THEY SEE YOU SMILE AND THINK YOU’RE FINE!!! BUT YOU’RE NOT FINE!!! YOU’RE ANGRY AND TIRED AND IT JUST KEEPS BUILDING!!!
SOMETIMES I THINK PEOPLE DON’T EVEN CARE ABOUT ANYONE ELSE!!! THEY JUST CARE ABOUT BEING RIGHT, LOOKING GOOD, FEELING IMPORTANT!!! THEY TALK ABOUT “KINDNESS” AND “POSITIVITY” BUT THEY DON’T LIVE IT!!! THEY DON’T EVEN TRY!!! EVERYONE’S JUST PRETENDING, HIDING, COPYING EACH OTHER BECAUSE THEY’RE TOO SCARED TO BE REAL!!!
I’M SO SICK OF IT!!! I’M SICK OF ACTING LIKE EVERYTHING’S OKAY!!! I’M SICK OF BEING TOLD TO CALM DOWN, TO BE GRATEFUL, TO “FOCUS ON THE GOOD” WHEN EVERYTHING FEELS WRONG!!! I’M SICK OF BEING TIRED ALL THE TIME, TIRED IN MY HEAD, TIRED IN MY CHEST, TIRED IN MY BONES!!!
MAYBE LIFE IS JUST THIS ENDLESS LOOP OF TRYING AND FAILING AND PRETENDING IT’S WORTH IT!!! MAYBE THAT’S ALL IT IS!!! PEOPLE KEEP SAYING THERE’S A REASON, A PURPOSE, BUT NO ONE EVER TELLS YOU WHAT IT IS!!! THEY DON’T KNOW EITHER!!! THEY JUST SAY IT SO THEY CAN FEEL SAFE!!! BUT IT’S ALL RANDOM, IT’S ALL CHAOS, AND WE’RE ALL JUST GUESSING!!!
I HATE THAT I STILL CARE!!! I HATE THAT I STILL TRY EVEN WHEN I KNOW NOTHING CHANGES!!! I HATE THAT LIFE KEEPS MOVING EVEN WHEN YOU’RE STUCK!!! I HATE HOW THE WORLD JUST KEEPS TURNING LIKE NOTHING MATTERS!!! I HATE THAT YOU CAN SCREAM INSIDE AND NOBODY HEARS YOU!!! I HATE THAT YOU CAN DO EVERYTHING RIGHT AND STILL LOSE!!!
