rate my Christmas gifts

[futureashtray]

2 gift cards that are $50 each

a hunnid

And a candy cane with Hershey kisses inside

 

[schizo echochamber]

Broke nigga Christmas gifts

 

[DoII]

Five guys

 

[futureashtray]

Broke nigga Christmas gifts

blud my family poor

I actually feel bad

when I looked at my dad he looked so defeated, embarrassed, humiliated

he feels horrible same with my mom, they feel horrible that they couldn’t give us a big and happy Christmas

normally we would get lots of clothes, toys, gifts, etc

and since we’re in the gutters it’s really fucked

my little sister who is 6 about to turn 7 was happy and excited for Christmas and she had a satisfying Christmas in my opinion, she got lots of gifts same with my baby sister too

I feel happy for them since they still have their innocence compared to me

I don’t feel the Christmas Spirit/feeling anymore

that feeling where you would be so excited for Christmas to come that you would count down the days, that you would watch Christmas shows and movies on the tv, etc nd shit

now it’s just like any other month but that in the 25th you wake up to a tree with presents in it

also it’s even worse since the United States is way different than in my home country

Here we have only ourselves and that’s it, everyone is inside their houses, you don’t hear Christmas music outside or people partying since it’s Christmas, it’s just quiet

and all of our family is in our home country and not with us.

 

[futureashtray]

blud my family poor

I actually feel bad

when I looked at my dad he looked so defeated, embarrassed, humiliated

he feels horrible same with my mom, they feel horrible that they couldn’t give us a big and happy Christmas

normally we would get lots of clothes, toys, gifts, etc

and since we’re in the gutters it’s really fucked

my little sister who is 6 about to turn 7 was happy and excited for Christmas and she had a satisfying Christmas in my opinion, she got lots of gifts same with my baby sister too

I feel happy for them since they still have their innocence compared to me

I don’t feel the Christmas Spirit/feeling anymore

that feeling where you would be so excited for Christmas to come that you would count down the days, that you would watch Christmas shows and movies on the tv, etc nd shit

now it’s just like any other month but that in the 25th you wake up to a tree with presents in it

also it’s even worse since the United States is way different than in my home country

Here we have only ourselves and that’s it, everyone is inside their houses, you don’t hear Christmas music outside or people partying since it’s Christmas, it’s just quiet

and all of our family is in our home country and not with us.

I wish I was still 10-11 back in those days of my life I would play fortnite all day while being excited about Christmas, hearing Christmas music, watching Christmas shows, etc

I was happy nd shit, now I’m just a fucked up person who only cares about his future, who only cares about being rich, being attractive, being tall, being successful

even though this forum and the blackpill in general is a bitter truth, I wish I never had come across it.

When I have kids I’ll severely limit their internet

I don’t want to fuck up their innocence

a kids innocence is sacred