Rave

[Deleted member 17578]

Was okay, not great. Did MDMA (main drug), 3mmc and ketamine.


Didn't receive a lot of pleasure in the moment due to rising anxiety-levels to an insane degree on MDMA, which prevented me from enjoying the brain-euphoria.
Still interesting/entertaining night though.

Very spiritual and deep experience as always. Practicing deep inner self-love and introspection to what really bothers you in your life and what really troubles you, things you normally overlook without the drug-induced focus.

I may quit solo raving for a while now, and start doing drugs solo in my room again more often.
But ideally I long for a social circle, people to do drugs together with.

This I will find this year. 2024 my year

peace, homies <3

 

[PLA1092]

Never been to one, what do you even do on your own? Just stand there bopping your head tweaked out lmao?

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Doing MDMA while being anxious as fuck not a great combo.
Usually I can overcome my anxiety and allow myself to enjoy the drug-induced euphoria,


but I couldn't pull through this time.

I couldn't enjoy the moment. It's not easy, but it's okay.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Never been to one, what do you even do on your own? Just stand there bopping your head tweaked out lmao?

Raving is about drugs and how it makes your body feel and react to music/lights/social-experiences.
You wouldn't get it if you never felt it, because it looks exactly like you describe: people bopping their heads while being tweaked out.

But on the inside of these people, there is an insane cocktail of drugs running through their brain. Leading to extreme good feelings and hallucinations. Intense high energy.

Listening to music while high on drugs is something that cannot be described to a normal person who never did drugs.
The way the music beats through your body and makes you want to move/dance, it's not possible without drugs.

A single rave, is like a whole holiday in terms of emotional experiences. You experience so much, FEEL SO MUCH, it's a journey.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Always my best topics get 0 responses.
Only my fatalistic depressing incel topics get a lot of reacts and replies.


Only waiting on @Primalsplit to go
'Hahahha @Skywalker, look at this drug addict ahahaha. Just another junkie who got his drug-fix and now thinks he ascended spiritually. Nitwit'


brutal.

I need friends, IRL preferably. To chill with, instead of looking for social contact/validation on the internet.

 

[TechnoBoss]

Stop doing drugs bro it will only fuck you over. I had an overdose on shit and it made me lose so much self respect. Its all fun and games until one day its an addiction and you can't fucking stop. You're better than this fuck drugs.

 

[nofap]

How can people listen to that garbage music, you need to be on drugs to handle that

I have mates who go to those kinds of parties every weekend, they’re massive junkies using until 10 o clock in the morning the other day

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Stop doing drugs bro it will only fuck you over. I had an overdose on shit and it made me lose so much self respect. Its all fun and games until one day its an addiction and you can't fucking stop. You're better than this fuck drugs.

What did you OD on?

I agree that drugs are dangerous and harmful. But that is when judging drugs in a vacuum, like your life without drugs is 'perfect'.

Instead in a normal person's life, the harmful effects of drugs are competing with the harmful effects of social-isolation, lack of exercise, obesity, mental stress, feelings of hopelessness, depression, and so on.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

How can people listen to that garbage music, you need to be on drugs to handle that

I have mates who go to those kinds of parties every weekend, they’re massive junkies using until 10 o clock in the morning the other day

there's techno music in a lot of tastes. Slow melodic, faster like this, etc.

I would say there's a difference in how you perceive music normally as a human-being without drugs, and as a human-being ON drugs though.

Your music taste will change, when you are on drugs. You become more in tune with your 'natural' beat, without the layer of 'adaptive, cultural music taste.'

You FEEL the music more than that you HEAR the music, so to speak.

>How can people listen to that garbage music, you need to be on drugs to handle that

It's something you will have to try out for yourself one time, if you are willing to be open to new experiences, new life-views. Because as an outsider, it will always be hard for you to understand.

 

[TechnoBoss]

What did you OD on?

I agree that drugs are dangerous and harmful. But that is when judging drugs in a vacuum, like your life without drugs is 'perfect'.

Instead in a normal person's life, the harmful effects of drugs are competing with the harmful effects of social-isolation, lack of exercise, obesity, mental stress, feelings of hopelessness, depression, and so on.

Phenibut. I was dead until they resuscitated me with adrenaline. I have pics of me in the hospital. If you're alone when you overdo it, you're as good as dead and that's it. Game over.

It's all fucked. If you have those problems of social isolation, lack of exercise, etc etc, don't compound the effects by doing drugs. Drugs legit only make your life worse. And this is coming from someone who's done a lot when it comes to drugs. I don't want to say exactly how I was involved, but lets just say it was more than just doing it. I've seen it ruin peoples lives. I've done very hard drugs before (not just cocaine that's nothing, but harder) and it will only fuck you over in the end.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Phenibut. I was dead until they resuscitated me with adrenaline. I have pics of me in the hospital. If you're alone when you overdo it, you're as good as dead and that's it. Game over.

insane. People been recommending phenibut to me on this forum lol. Like they want me dead or something.

Glad you managed to survive and got a valuable lesson from it.
I don't think all drugs are the same though, but if you are sensitive to ODing like you are then some drugs should be stayed away from.

I've gotten extreme heart palpitations on 3mmc before after snorting A LOT. Which gave me a mental check: 'okay man, the shit you are doing, it is very unhealthy, dont do this much again.'
Like I don't know exactly 'how close to death' I was at that stage. Maybe if I was 40 years older with the same dosing, I would've died due to having a weaker, older heart. But in that moment for me it wasn't all that bad, just a wake-up call.

Same with ketamine overdose. I got carried away on a stretcher at a rave after ketamine OD a few months ago, made a topic about it. But it was largely a positive experience for me. I was just so far gone that I couldn't move my legs anymore and I was passing in and out of consciousness constantly for 30-60minutes.
I just got unlucky that I was passing out in a place where I wasn't allowed to be, so I had to be moved by security (on a stretcher) and got carried to the first-aid post.

Could my heart have stopped, stopped breathing, due to ketamine OD? I don't know, but didn't feel like it in the moment.

It's all fucked. If you have those problems of social isolation, lack of exercise, etc etc, don't compound the effects by doing drugs. Drugs legit only make your life worse. And this is coming from someone who's done a lot when it comes to drugs. I don't want to say exactly how I was involved, but lets just say it was more than just doing it. I've seen it ruin peoples lives. I've done very hard drugs before (not just cocaine that's nothing, but harder) and it will only fuck you over in the end.

I agree. Seeing drugs as a solution/escape is a one-way trip to hell.

So far I mostly see drugs as a 'way to enhance certain aspects of my life', but I do see that the path from there, to 'relying on it for pleasure' is VERY NARROW. It's extremely dangerous.



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I do hope in the future, that I will be able to enjoy life in a way that I don't ever feel the need to do drugs. I am not there yet.

And I do think my drug-use is an OBSTACLE in achieving such a life in the future. Because instead of dealing with issues, you use drugs to 'fix' them (without really fixing them, you just feel better).

On the other hand, when you are really down, depressed, it can also be a way to lift your spirit and get positive effects on your life.

Like: I don't think I would ever even go do parties/clubs/raves anymore if I wasn't doing drugs. What effects does that have on my social-life and how well I vibe with people my age, often people which are doing drugs, or who think I am cool for doing them, social-interactions which otherwise wouldn't have happened.

 

[TechnoBoss]

insane. People been recommending phenibut to me on this forum lol. Like they want me dead or something.

Glad you managed to survive and got a valuable lesson from it.
I don't think all drugs are the same though, but if you are sensitive to ODing like you are then some drugs should be stayed away from.

I've gotten extreme heart palpitations on 3mmc before after snorting A LOT. Which gave me a mental check: 'okay man, the shit you are doing, it is very unhealthy, dont do this much again.'
Like I don't know exactly 'how close to death' I was at that stage. Maybe if I was 40 years older with the same dosing, I would've died due to having a weaker, older heart. But in that moment for me it wasn't all that bad, just a wake-up call.

Same with ketamine overdose. I got carried away on a stretcher at a rave after ketamine OD a few months ago, made a topic about it. But it was largely a positive experience for me. I was just so far gone that I couldn't move my legs anymore and I was passing in and out of consciousness constantly for 30-60minutes.
I just got unlucky that I was passing out in a place where I wasn't allowed to be, so I had to be moved by security (on a stretcher) and got carried to the first-aid post.

Could my heart have stopped, stopped breathing, due to ketamine OD? I don't know, but didn't feel like it in the moment.


I agree. Seeing drugs as a solution/escape is a one-way trip to hell.

So far I mostly see drugs as a 'way to enhance certain aspects of my life', but I do see that the path from there, to 'relying on it for pleasure' is VERY NARROW. It's extremely dangerous.



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I do hope in the future, that I will be able to enjoy life in a way that I don't ever feel the need to do drugs. I am not there yet.

And I do think my drug-use is an OBSTACLE in achieving such a life in the future. Because instead of dealing with issues, you use drugs to 'fix' them (without really fixing them, you just feel better).

On the other hand, when you are really down, depressed, it can also be a way to lift your spirit and get positive effects on your life.

Like: I don't think I would ever even go do parties/clubs/raves anymore if I wasn't doing drugs. What effects does that have on my social-life and how well I vibe with people my age, often people which are doing drugs, or who think I am cool for doing them, social-interactions which otherwise wouldn't have happened.

Bro i've been recommending it to you. Just don't do too much. I was doing crazy amounts which no one else does.

Bro between the 3mmc and ketamine overdose, you haven't learned a lesson? You're very fortunate to have been where you were when you OD'd on ketamine. If you weren't in a public place, you would have died bro no joke. It's not a joking matter. You would've been gone forever, off the earth. I don't know if you believe in a god, but you wouldn't have been here any longer. You don't see it as a learning experience? Thanks for your kind words about me surviving, and I'm thankful you survived as well bro. I would've helped you if I was there.

I'm glad you see it as something that isn't sustainable because that's how you end up on the street homeless. It's so hard partly because of what you said. The social image of someone doing drugs and being "cool" - you almost don't want people to think you're too scared to do drugs, like some kinda lame. You've gotta know in your heart that quitting is for the best, and you'll benefit overall. When people are doing drugs at these raves and maybe offer you a bump or offering you xtcy, you have to know in your heart that you can turn it down without thinking of yourself as "less cool"

Bro I'm the dude that's been suggesting you try phenibut lol just NEVER do the dosages I was doing because that's when your heart will legit stop because of its depressant effects. Smaller dosages are totally recreational and amazing, but it's only when you do CRAZY dosages that your heart stops and you die. Everything CAN be negative, it's up to you to ensure you don't bring those negative effects out and let the drugs hurt you. Overall though, every drug usually will affect you long term, unless its something like acid or shrooms which has basically no side effects.

 

[Gargantuan]

 

[nofap]

there's techno music in a lot of tastes. Slow melodic, faster like this, etc.

I would say there's a difference in how you perceive music normally as a human-being without drugs, and as a human-being ON drugs though.

Your music taste will change, when you are on drugs. You become more in tune with your 'natural' beat, without the layer of 'adaptive, cultural music taste.'

You FEEL the music more than that you HEAR the music, so to speak.

>How can people listen to that garbage music, you need to be on drugs to handle that

It's something you will have to try out for yourself one time, if you are willing to be open to new experiences, new life-views. Because as an outsider, it will always be hard for you to understand.

I did try it multiple times, and always regret it afterwards.

Xtc/mdma makes me gay and cuddle everyone can’t look myself in the eyes the morning after because of this behavior, behaved like a massive faggot low t cuck towards people I don’t give a flying fuck about.

True you feel the music, but’s still not my thing. I don’t like drugs in general tbh, alcohol is way better in my opinion and socially accepted, altough everyone around me abuses drugs every weekend

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Going out and not getting pussy is the most depressing thing

 

[Deleted member 23245]

Stop doing drugs bro it will only fuck you over. I had an overdose on shit and it made me lose so much self respect. Its all fun and games until one day its an addiction and you can't fucking stop. You're better than this fuck drugs.

kys

 

[TechnoBoss]

kys

Don't ever quote me again you faggot kys

 

[the BULL]

Chad neurotransmitterz. Incels with mental disorders like me do drugs and end up freaking out and crying for help

 

[Deleted member 23245]

Don't ever quote me again you faggot kys

i swear its just people being retarded, getting addicted to drugs is a choice, I take coke + ket everytime I go out but I never crave it, you willingly choose to become addicted its a choice and not something you cant control. Same with smoking cigarettes and vapes arent addictive

 

[TechnoBoss]

i swear its just people being retarded, getting addicted to drugs is a choice, I take coke + ket everytime I go out but I never crave it, you willingly choose to become addicted its a choice and not something you cant control. Same with smoking cigarettes and vapes arent addictive

The entire point of addiction is that you can't control it. You don't do it enough to get addicted. Try smoking crack or doing heroin a few times, I guarantee you'll have some cravings. Cigarettes and vapes are very addictive. Stop doing pussy drugs like coke and ketamine, and you'll see how bad addiction can really get.

 

[Deleted member 23245]

The entire point of addiction is that you can't control it. You don't do it enough to get addicted. Try smoking crack or doing heroin a few times, I guarantee you'll have some cravings. Cigarettes and vapes are very addictive. Stop doing pussy drugs like coke and ketamine, and you'll see how bad addiction can really get.

nigga im not retarded enough to do crack or heroin, ofc youll get addicted to shit that gives insane dopamine levels but its common sense not to. Only people willing or down bad enough to take heroin are already far gone.

Nigga ciagarettes and vapes arent addictive probably lifestyle or addictive personality for you. In which case you shouldnt even be touching them

ofc ill do pussy drugs i dont want to get addictied, thats a choice im making is my point, getting addicted to harder drugs than coke is a choice you make not something you cant control

 

[Deleted member 19442]

How can people listen to that garbage music, you need to be on drugs to handle that

I have mates who go to those kinds of parties every weekend, they’re massive junkies using until 10 o clock in the morning the other day

doo doo doo doo do WUP do do do do DUN DUN on loop for hours

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

is it easy to get pussy on those raves? when i was young i assumed mfs went there mainly for slays but it seems ppl are more into the drugs

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

Never been to one, what do you even do on your own? Just stand there bopping your head tweaked out lmao?

That and groping random women

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

i swear its just people being retarded, getting addicted to drugs is a choice, I take coke + ket everytime I go out but I never crave it, you willingly choose to become addicted its a choice and not something you cant control. Same with smoking cigarettes and vapes arent addictive

Exactly, if you get addicted it's because you have subhuman genes
I did crack and didnt get addicted ded srs

 

[Deleted member 55345]

European raves look more incel than American raves

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Bro i've been recommending it to you. Just don't do too much. I was doing crazy amounts which no one else does.

oke but that makes phenibut a very dangerous drug. I don't think ODing on most drugs would have such severe consequences.

Bro between the 3mmc and ketamine overdose, you haven't learned a lesson? You're very fortunate to have been where you were when you OD'd on ketamine. If you weren't in a public place, you would have died bro no joke. It's not a joking matter. You would've been gone forever, off the earth. I don't know if you believe in a god, but you wouldn't have been here any longer. You don't see it as a learning experience? Thanks for your kind words about me surviving, and I'm thankful you survived as well bro. I would've helped you if I was there.

I never really felt like I was in serious danger, only that I was approaching a limit. A premature warning sign so to speak.

I don't do those amounts anymore, I was in a bad mental state back then. Maybe in the future I could return to such amounts, but it is unlikely.

I'm glad you see it as something that isn't sustainable because that's how you end up on the street homeless. It's so hard partly because of what you said. The social image of someone doing drugs and being "cool" - you almost don't want people to think you're too scared to do drugs, like some kinda lame. You've gotta know in your heart that quitting is for the best, and you'll benefit overall. When people are doing drugs at these raves and maybe offer you a bump or offering you xtcy, you have to know in your heart that you can turn it down without thinking of yourself as "less cool"

I think part of overcoming drug-use is having used drugs extensively.

It's only when you have been a (drug) degenerate yourself, that you realize it is not a lifestyle to desire.
Many times I already reject drugs, because I know the effects that they have, and not being in the mood/vibe to do them and/or deal with the consequences.

Right now I still believe that drugs offer me a social competitive advantage, which in my current poor state of life is something I think I need at times.

Bro I'm the dude that's been suggesting you try phenibut lol just NEVER do the dosages I was doing because that's when your heart will legit stop because of its depressant effects. Smaller dosages are totally recreational and amazing, but it's only when you do CRAZY dosages that your heart stops and you die. Everything CAN be negative, it's up to you to ensure you don't bring those negative effects out and let the drugs hurt you. Overall though, every drug usually will affect you long term, unless its something like acid or shrooms which has basically no side effects.

I almost killed myself on shrooms one time because i felt like I was being tortured in hell by satan himself.
Another time I ended up throwing full bottles of alcohol from my balcony, while high on shrooms, because I believed that alcohol and drugs are poison and it needs to be destroyed.

While they may have no real 'physical health' drawbacks, psychedelics can induce psychosis and self-harm behavior.


But yeah, shrooms are interesting tbh. They have very intro-spective, trauma-healing capabilities just like mdma does.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I did try it multiple times, and always regret it afterwards.

Xtc/mdma makes me gay and cuddle everyone can’t look myself in the eyes the morning after because of this behavior, behaved like a massive faggot low t cuck towards people I don’t give a flying fuck about.

True you feel the music, but’s still not my thing. I don’t like drugs in general tbh, alcohol is way better in my opinion and socially accepted, altough everyone around me abuses drugs every weekend

Cuddling people on mdma feels amazing though. Why look down on yourself for that behavior.

Just because it isn't socially accepted?

Break free from the matrix

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Going out and not getting pussy is the most depressing thing

-when you aren't on drugs

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Chad neurotransmitterz. Incels with mental disorders like me do drugs and end up freaking out and crying for help

I don't even feel alive when I am not using drugs.

My neurotransmitters have 0 sensitivity.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

is it easy to get pussy on those raves? when i was young i assumed mfs went there mainly for slays but it seems ppl are more into the drugs

Not easy tbh. Normal night-life is easier I think.

It's like you say, people are just there for the drugs.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

European raves look more incel than American raves

we have better drugs.

 

[Primalsplit]

Always my best topics get 0 responses.
Only my fatalistic depressing incel topics get a lot of reacts and replies.


Only waiting on @Primalsplit to go
'Hahahha @Skywalker, look at this drug addict ahahaha. Just another junkie who got his drug-fix and now thinks he ascended spiritually. Nitwit'


brutal.

I need friends, IRL preferably. To chill with, instead of looking for social contact/validation on the internet.

Lol I already learned not to expect much from you. You're just a delusional junkie who has found ways after ways to validate your stupid addictions. Your brain works like that of a sophist. Instead of coming up with critical thinking to find ways to beat your problems, you dabble in coming up with reasons to justify your pathetic and useless patterns of behaviour and thinking.

Why would any woman even want to be with someone like you?

Funny thing is, none of this prevents you from being lovable, something you actually need instead of drugs. But it makes you completely unrespectable and take you seriously.

What you need is obviously some kind of therapy and a loving relationship or something. Not go on stupid raves and give yourself brain damage so you can enjoy retarded tier music meant to entertain monkeys.

Of course being the brain dead fart you are, you probably won't even consider doing that ofc.

So yeah, the only way to interact with you is to laugh at your pathetic miserable existence and show you to my pal @Skywalker to join in on the fun together. As that's what you are to me, a circus monkey.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Lol I already learned not to expect much from you. You're just a delusional junkie who has found ways after ways to validate your stupid addictions. Your brain works like that of a sophist. Instead of coming up with critical thinking to find ways to beat your problems, you dabble in coming up with reasons to justify your pathetic and useless patterns of behaviour and thinking.

Why would any woman even want to be with someone like you?

Funny thing is, none of this prevents you from being lovable, something you actually need instead of drugs. But it makes you completely unrespectable and take you seriously.

What you need is obviously some kind of therapy and a loving relationship or something. Not go on stupid raves and give yourself brain damage so you can enjoy retarded tier music meant to entertain monkeys.

Of course being the brain dead fart you are, you probably won't even consider doing that ofc.

So yeah, the only way to interact with you is to laugh at your pathetic miserable existence and show you to my pal @Skywalker to join in on the fun together. As that's what you are to me, a circus monkey.

Gonna need some drugs to recover after this post of yours

 

[Primalsplit]

Gonna need some drugs to recover after this post of yours

You need more self-respect son.

 

[Reformed]

Do u go to raves to slay or is it purely just to get fucked up on drugs then

 

[apocalypse]

Lol I already learned not to expect much from you. You're just a delusional junkie who has found ways after ways to validate your stupid addictions. Your brain works like that of a sophist. Instead of coming up with critical thinking to find ways to beat your problems, you dabble in coming up with reasons to justify your pathetic and useless patterns of behaviour and thinking.

Why would any woman even want to be with someone like you?

Funny thing is, none of this prevents you from being lovable, something you actually need instead of drugs. But it makes you completely unrespectable and take you seriously.

What you need is obviously some kind of therapy and a loving relationship or something. Not go on stupid raves and give yourself brain damage so you can enjoy retarded tier music meant to entertain monkeys.

Of course being the brain dead fart you are, you probably won't even consider doing that ofc.

So yeah, the only way to interact with you is to laugh at your pathetic miserable existence and show you to my pal @Skywalker to join in on the fun together. As that's what you are to me, a circus monkey.

Brutal

 

[Skywalker]

we have better drugs.

this is exactly why mods (@Gengar @Alexanderr @NumbThePain @eduardkoopman @coispet ) live in that cold shithole

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

this is exactly why mods (@Gengar @Alexanderr @NumbThePain @eduardkoopman @coispet ) live in that cold shithole

Europe mogs cuckmerica hard.

 

[wollet2]

i cant cope

 

[Skywalker]

View attachment 2704389
Was okay, not great. Did MDMA (main drug), 3mmc and ketamine.


Didn't receive a lot of pleasure in the moment due to rising anxiety-levels to an insane degree on MDMA, which prevented me from enjoying the brain-euphoria.
Still interesting/entertaining night though.

Very spiritual and deep experience as always. Practicing deep inner self-love and introspection to what really bothers you in your life and what really troubles you, things you normally overlook without the drug-induced focus.

I may quit solo raving for a while now, and start doing drugs solo in my room again more often.
But ideally I long for a social circle, people to do drugs together with.

This I will find this year. 2024 my year

peace, homies <3

its so cute bro
im glad you had fun

 

[Deleted member 17578]

its so cute bro
im glad you had fun

nobody noticed @the BULL standing in front of me in that vid smh. we had a good time

 

[Skywalker]

we had a good time

you ate him?

 

[Skywalker]

Europe mogs cuckmerica hard.

mostly, for poorcels, yes , MY europe mogs

 

[Deleted member 17578]

you ate him?

I socialized quite poorly at this rave.

Only when I went in, at the line to get in.
And when someone noticed I was snorting on the dance-floor.

brutal, I am getting older/uglier

 

[os_cria]

Listening to music while high on drugs is something that cannot be described to a normal person who never did drugs.

facts
i did shrooms alone plenty of times last year
psytrance + being high on any psychedelic = perfection
i think it would be even better to do that on a festival/rave

 

[os_cria]

Listening to music while high on drugs

depends on the drug tho
when I did coke, music didnt get that good if compared to shrooms

 

[Deleted member 17578]

depends on the drug tho
when I did coke, music didnt get that good if compared to shrooms

try 2-cb. It's milder than shrooms which makes it easier to use in normie-club type vibes, house-parties, etc.

but music just sounds amazing on it.