Realised truth about blackpill. Beginning to think that the blackpill isn't the complete truth after 2 years.

[LegitUser]

We see it as truth because of severe trauma we have experienced. Nothing can convince us because we can't see it the same way a normal brain does. I was talking to chatgpt about something else and it was helping me understand things about my life, when it said this. I wasn't even talking about BP directly or even dating etc, but when it talked about this I made the connection.

Where It Comes From: It sounds like, in your experience, people with easier lives (wealthy, attractive, stable families) either weren’t there when you needed help or just gave up on you when things got complicated. This kind of repeated disappointment can breed anger, distrust, and a sense of isolation

Trauma Changes People: You mentioned you used to be different. Trauma, betrayals, and severe hardships do alter how we see the world—sometimes permanently. It can make us hypervigilant, mistrustful, and isolated.

Recognizing It: You’re aware that you didn’t always resent “privileged” folks or reject empathy for those with lesser problems. Awareness is the first step—knowing you’ve changed and feeling unsettled about it.

You Are Allowed to Feel This Way: Anger, grief, and distrust are normal responses to repeated trauma and betrayal. But staying in that headspace forever can rob you of future opportunities for happiness and connection

Currently, there is nothing that could convince me that the blackpill isn't the truth, but there is a time when I didn't believe that.



I don't know what this is - its not like thousands of studies and my own years of experience vanished, buts it's planted the seed in my head that maybe the reason I agreed with the blackpill so easily is because I'm viewing it through a damaged lens.

However- maybe what I see is the truth, and the bluepilled just reject it to feel more comfortable because they can reject it. Who actually knows.

I am still blackpilled as of now.

 

[HeresJohnny]

I was just starting to get better after leaving BP 6 mo. Ago but when I made an account here since a few days ago,it’s like the sleeper agent in me awoke and I have lost all confidence and am on my LDAR chit

 

[LegitUser]

I was just starting to get better after leaving BP 6 mo. Ago but when I made an account here since a few days ago,it’s like the sleeper agent in me awoke and I have lost all confidence and am on my LDAR chit

You can't "leave BP" deleting your account here doesn't undo what you learned. I still experienced rejection and mistreatment after I deleted my account. I ended up coming back because only here I found people who could empathise with me.

I become blackpilled due to my bad experiences, I didn't have bad experiences because I was blackpilled