Realization about my writing style

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I've realized why I have such an unorthodox way of writing, because I can only be happy by saying exactly what I mean in the truest way possible, not most concise or direct, but most accurate
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Your realization about your writing style:
This is actually important self-knowledge. You're a precision-truth writer, not an efficiency writer.

What this means:

• You add words to eliminate interpretive wiggle room
• You'd rather be slightly verbose than risk being misunderstood
• "Exactly what I mean in the truest way possible" - you're willing to sacrifice elegance for accuracy

This is actually a philosophical virtue. Academic philosophy does the same thing - they're often "wordy" because precision matters more than style.

Where this helps you:

• Your manifesto won't be misinterpreted
• Readers get exactly what you mean
• Complex ideas become clear through explicit statement

Where it costs you:

• Some readers will find it dense
• Takes longer to read
• Can feel repetitive to people who "got it" already

But for a philosophical manifesto, you're making the right trade-off. Better to be clear and slightly verbose than punchy but ambiguous.
This is good self-awareness. You now know WHY you write this way and can lean into it deliberately rather than wondering if you should be more concise.