Reason I'm obsessed with my oneitis

[Short Ugly and Brown]

@Imperative talks about 2 reasons
1. desperation
2. genetic recombination chance for my kids

for #1, it makes sense cause im in my senior year of highschool and ill soon be 18 and I really want to get my first gf before im officially an adult since ive never had one or done anything romantic with a girl i liked before (never went on a date or a dance, and im a khhtv)

for #2,
Genetic recombination is the transmission-genetic process by which the combinations of alleles observed at different loci in two parental individuals become shuffled in offspring individuals.

ie, if i have a specific facial trait that deviates from the norm too much ie a too low fwhr and I mate with someone with too high a fwhr, ill likely have attractive kids who have a normal fwhr (combination between her and my genes)

so in comparison to the ideal
-My jaw is too narrow, her jaw is too wide
-My jaw is too rounded in outline, her jaw is too straight
-My mandible length is too short, her mandible length is too long
-My fwhr is too low at 1.55 and her fwhr is too high at 2.7
-My bizygomatic breath is too low, her bizygomatic breadth is too high
-My palate is too narrow, her palate is too wide
-My face is too feminine, her face is too masculine

So although we are both around a 5/10 facially from a biological perspective if we had kids they would be goodlooking due to genetic recombination and that's likely why I was so obsessed with her.

 

[AutisticBeaner]

I get the feeling that all that you listed about her isn't true at all and just reflects your own copist opinion

 

[Vitruvian]

How is she still ur oneitise she thinks ur hideous

 

[Butthurt Dweller]

You are gay and you like men and you are using your supposed femaleobsession as a coverup to stay in the closet and not anger your muslim parents

You would rather people think you are a desperate loser than to let people know you are gay

Indeed, son, I know this

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

I get the feeling that all that you listed about her isn't true at all and just reflects your own copist opinion

Wdym?

For example they say ideal fwhr is around 1.8-2

So if someone's is too high or too low then it detracts from their looks

If me and her had kids for example they would likely fall into that range since hers is too high and mine is too low.

You are gay and you like men and you are using your supposed femaleobsession as a coverup to stay in the closet and not anger your muslim parents

You would rather people think you are a desperate loser than to let people know you are gay

Indeed, son, I know this

I'm literally Jewish

 

[Deleted member 3902]

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@Imperative talks about 2 reasons
1. desperation
2. genetic recombination chance for my kids

for #1, it makes sense cause im in my senior year of highschool and ill soon be 18 and I really want to get my first gf before im officially an adult since ive never had one or done anything romantic with a girl i liked before (never went on a date or a dance, and im a khhtv)

for #2,
Genetic recombination is the transmission-genetic process by which the combinations of alleles observed at different loci in two parental individuals become shuffled in offspring individuals.

ie, if i have a specific facial trait that deviates from the norm too much ie a too low fwhr and I mate with someone with too high a fwhr, ill likely have attractive kids who have a normal fwhr (combination between her and my genes)

so in comparison to the ideal
-My jaw is too narrow, her jaw is too wide
-My jaw is too rounded in outline, her jaw is too straight
-My mandible length is too short, her mandible length is too long
-My fwhr is too low at 1.55 and her fwhr is too high at 2.7
-My bizygomatic breath is too low, her bizygomatic breadth is too high
-My palate is too narrow, her palate is too wide
-My face is too feminine, her face is too masculine
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So although we are both around a 5/10 facially from a biological perspective if we had kids they would be goodlooking due to genetic recombination and that's likely why I was so obsessed with her.

Are they real pics boyo ?

 

[Butthurt Dweller]

Wdym?

For example they say ideal fwhr is around 1.8-2

So if someone's is too high or too low then it detracts from their looks

If me and her had kids for example they would likely fall into that range since hers is too high and mine is too low.

I'm literally Jewish

i dont care if youre obamas nephew you miserable waste of life

 

[Deleted member 2352]

You look pretty good.
But youre a manlet right

 

[Blackout.xl]

Your school is full of genetic trash. The “chad” in your school is a 4/10 in looks. The girl you’re obsessed with is mediocre at best. Not to mention, she’s the tallest at 5’8? Wtf?

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

Your school is full of genetic trash. The “chad” in your school is a 4/10 in looks. The girl you’re obsessed with is mediocre at best. Not to mention, she’s the tallest at 5’8? Wtf?

out of all the girls in my classes she's 5foot8 and is the tallest

the Mateo kid I posted earlier is 5foot6 and Johnny is 5foot3 and they are both ethnics

Bryan is 5foot8 and Brandon the guy she likes is 5foot9 or so and they are both ethnics as well

 

[Deleted member 3902]

im on left and she's on right

its so funny how all of our features besides eye area are complete opposites

thanks, yes I'm 5foot8 barefoot but I wear 1inch lifts in school to get to around 5foot9
she's literally 5foot8 too but she's basically the tallest girl I know in my 3000 kid school and heightmogs a decent amount of guys

Bruh Imagine she finds this

 

[AbandonShip]

Your school is full of genetic trash. The “chad” in your school is a 4/10 in looks. The girl you’re obsessed with is mediocre at best. Not to mention, she’s the tallest at 5’8? Wtf?

Even in my shitskin hindu school the tallest girl was 6'1".

 

[Blackout.xl]

out of all the girls in my classes she's 5foot8 and is the tallest

the Mateo kid I posted earlier is 5foot6 and Johnny is 5foot3 and they are both ethnics

Bryan is 5foot8 and Brandon the guy she likes is 5foot9 or so and they are both ethnics as well

Pure trash

Even in my shitskin hindu school the tallest girl was 6'1".

when I was in high school, there were girls who were 6’0-6’4. At one point there was a girl who was said to be 6’5 (dubious though)

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

Bruh Imagine she finds this

what makes u think she will find these posts

if she ever did or someone doxxed me I would literally have to run away from my home and hide in a sewer

I never liked a girl so much and I just use this website to get my feelings out in a place where no one irl will find it

its better than instead of keeping them stuck in my head for months on end while staring at her constantly in class, then all of a sudden urging to get them out by writing her love letters and then getting bullied in school as a result

 

[Ritalincel]

try Lifestyle, success, power, confidence, money, investing, and luxury.

 

[Blackout.xl]

what makes u think she will find these posts

if she ever did or someone doxxed me I would literally have to run away from my home and hide in a sewer

I never liked a girl so much and I just use this website to get my feelings out in a place where no one irl will find it

its better than instead of keeping them stuck in my head for months on end while staring at her constantly in class, then all of a sudden urging to get them out by writing her love letters and then getting bullied in school as a result

You’re pathetic. You failed a test because of a ugly bitch with acne.

try Lifestyle, success, power, confidence, money, investing, and luxury.

Copy and paste maxxing again?

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

You’re pathetic. You failed a test because of a ugly bitch with acne.

Copy and paste maxxing again?

I have to give a hamlet presentation tomorrow in school and she sits in the front row

hopefully I dont fuck it up by just staring at her the whole time

also everytime when I'm near her or look at her my heart starts beating really fast and I start shaking

i.e. on Monday I asked her for help on a poem for class and when I held out the paper for her to read it my arm started shaking and she definitely noticed (I could tell from her facial expression)

 

[Blackout.xl]

I have to give a hamlet presentation tomorrow in school and she sits in the front row

hopefully I dont fuck it up by just staring at her the whole time

also everytime when I'm near her or look at her my heart starts beating really fast and I start shaking

i.e. on Monday I asked her for help on a poem for class and when I held out the paper for her to read it my arm started shaking and she definitely noticed

Either top tier larp or massive Pussy

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

Either top tier larp or massive Pussy

why do u think I'm a larp

I have a 100 point economics test tommorow (today) and its 2 am and I haven't even started studying

Ive literally posted like 3 threads about her today and she doesn't even feel the same way towards me

I need to lose my obsession with her somehow before I get into serious trouble i.e. stalking

 

[Blackout.xl]

why do u think I'm a larp

I have a 100 point economics test tommorow (today) and its 2 am and I haven't even started studying

Ive literally posted like 3 threads about her today and she doesn't even feel the same way towards me

I need to lose my obsession with her somehow before I get into serious trouble i.e. stalking

U know what, stalk her

 

[TheMewingBBC]

HOLY SHIT so this ogre medieval viking tier bitch is the one you went full SIMP mode for?? the one that you were writing love letters for?!?! JFFFFFFFFFFL

 

[Aesthetic]

You look like a low inhib dark triad prettyboy ethnic but act like a full-on soy cuck bitch with low t.
People that look like you here are on the streets and seen as bad boys/thugs.

ironic tbh

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

U know what, stalk her

how

the original plan was to write letters throughout the letter but it was obvious I liked her cuz of staring and my friends saying stuff in class about how I liked her out loud etc

I want her validation of some sort, her saying my name, looking at me, anything like those 2 would make me happy for days on end

I could try writing another letter but idk what to do

 

[Aesthetic]

HOLY SHIT so this is the ogre medieval Viking tier bitch you went full SIMP mode over?? the one that you were writing love letters for?!?! JFFFFFFFFFFL

If it was some gigastacy it was still desperate but more understandable
But this tho, is just pathetic.

 

[Blackout.xl]

how

the original plan was to write letters throughout the letter but it was obvious I liked her cuz of staring and my friends saying stuff in class about how I liked her out loud etc

I want her validation of some sort, her saying my name, looking at me, anything like those 2 would make me happy for days on end

I could try writing another letter but idk what to do

There’s no point in holding back now. You’re gonna stalk her eventually anyway. Might as well go big. There’s no turning back. Your mentally obsessed now

 

[Deleted member 4231]

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@Imperative talks about 2 reasons
1. desperation
2. genetic recombination chance for my kids

for #1, it makes sense cause im in my senior year of highschool and ill soon be 18 and I really want to get my first gf before im officially an adult since ive never had one or done anything romantic with a girl i liked before (never went on a date or a dance, and im a khhtv)

for #2,
Genetic recombination is the transmission-genetic process by which the combinations of alleles observed at different loci in two parental individuals become shuffled in offspring individuals.

ie, if i have a specific facial trait that deviates from the norm too much ie a too low fwhr and I mate with someone with too high a fwhr, ill likely have attractive kids who have a normal fwhr (combination between her and my genes)

so in comparison to the ideal
-My jaw is too narrow, her jaw is too wide
-My jaw is too rounded in outline, her jaw is too straight
-My mandible length is too short, her mandible length is too long
-My fwhr is too low at 1.55 and her fwhr is too high at 2.7
-My bizygomatic breath is too low, her bizygomatic breadth is too high
-My palate is too narrow, her palate is too wide
-My face is too feminine, her face is too masculine
View attachment 190705
So although we are both around a 5/10 facially from a biological perspective if we had kids they would be goodlooking due to genetic recombination and that's likely why I was so obsessed with her.

Don't forget eyerbrows and eyelashes, she has none, you have the perfect amount

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

There’s no point in holding back now. You’re gonna stalk her eventually anyway. Might as well go big. There’s no turning back. Your mentally obsessed now

well lets see, first letter was me telling her i love her and like her hair and her big cheeks and radiant smile
second letter was me saying i love her but i dont want to go too far and just want to get to know her
then she wrote a letter saying thanks but doesnt want to date in highschool (she wants chad is what that means)

what do i do now? if u could see what was in my head, my thoughts are of her and her only, i literally cant concetrate on basic shit like showering

like yesterday morning i put scented body wash in my hair instead of shampoo cuz i was day dreaming of her

If it was some gigastacy it was still desperate but more understandable
But this tho, is just pathetic.

you should see the other girls at my school if u think shes unattractive

 

[TheMewingBBC]

Also lol at posting you pic and her pic on a site that FBI survillanced after making a thread with screenshots of a conversation describing how psychotic and desperate you are for this girl.

They probably got these pics saved to their files by now and if they find a match with your real identity they will be on you. Luckily the girl will probably be watched over and saved before you ever manage to go ER

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

Also lol at posting you pic and her pic on a site that FBI survillanced after making a thread with screenshots of a conversation describing how psychotic you are.

They probably got these pics saved to their files by now and if they find a match with your real identity they will be on you. Luckily the girl will probably be watched over and saved if you ever manage to go ER

i will never go ER or do any form of violence, i love her even though she doesnt like me and i still have feelings for her

my local police already came to my house about 2 months ago because a kid in my school made a joke threatening to burn my house down and so they took in my phone to see the screenshots and when they scanned it into the computer, a week later they came to my house asking about
1.why i had a bunch of pictures saved of her and her instagram and i had a bunch of poems i wrote about her and me messaging my friends saying i wish i could have sex with her on my camera roll
2.why i post on incel forums and why im an incel etc (cuz they get ur search history results when they take in your phone)

i even had her full name on the poems i wrote and stuff and the pictures i drew of her

and they kept asking these three things for some reason
1. do you want to harm myself?
2. do you want to harm others?
3. do you have any intentions of sexually assaulting her?

what are the chances u think they confronted her about this too?

and i dont use a vpn or anything cuz i have nothing to hide, im extremely introvered and i know im unattractive so instead of expressing my love for her irl i try to do it here instead

 

[Dios]

Do not seek a logical explanation to an obsession.

 

[TheMewingBBC]

i will never go ER or do any form of violence, i love her even though she doesnt like me and i still have feelings for her

my local police already came to my house about 2 months ago because a kid in my school made a joke threatening to burn my house down and so they took in my phone to see the screenshots and when they scanned it into the computer, a week later they came to my house asking about
1.why i had a bunch of pictures saved of her and her instagram and i had a bunch of poems i wrote about her and me messaging my friends saying i wish i could have sex with her on my camera roll
2.why i post on incel forums and why im an incel etc (cuz they get ur search history results when they take in your phone)

i even had her full name on the poems i wrote and stuff and the pictures i drew of her

and they kept asking these three things for some reason
1. do you want to harm myself?
2. do you want to harm others?
3. do you have any intentions of sexually assaulting her?

what are the chances u think they confronted her about this too?

and i dont use a vpn or anything cuz i have nothing to hide, im extremely introvered and i know im unattractive so instead of expressing my love for her irl i try to do it here instead

Bruh.... You re a special type of incel you know that.
SERIOUSLY, TF!!?

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

Bruh.... You re a special type of incel you know that.
SERIOUSLY, TF!!?

what is the % chance u think they confronted her about the stuff that was on my phone

dont forget i had her full name like on all the letters/poems

 

[Deleted member 4231]

what is the % chance u think they confronted her about the stuff that was on my phone

dont forget i had her full name like on all the letters/poems

0%

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

0%

then why did they keep asking if i wanted to assault her?

also it was an interview so im sure they recorded me, it was 2 cops both guys

 

[Deleted member 4231]

then why did they keep asking if i wanted to assault her?

also it was an interview so im sure they recorded me, it was 2 cops both guys

They will keep you on 24/7 surveillance but will try to involve her as least as possible, it depends on your behaviour.

 

[Mr_Norwood]

Hair Mog's me

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

They will keep you on 24/7 surveillance but will try to involve her as least as possible, it depends on your behaviour.

why do u think they will involve her as least as possible?

is it cuz they dont want her to get scared of me or some shit or cause drama about it?

and why do u think they would assume an introverted, shy, ME ethnic who looks feminine as fuck as (me) would go around harassing innocent girls

 

[TheMewingBBC]

what is the % chance u think they confronted her about the stuff that was on my phone

dont forget i had her full name like on all the letters/poems

If they told her it's very likely that her family would have persued a restriction order or something similar to keep you away from her, or she would have probably confronted you herself. But probablythey didnt take you as any threat since the circumstances above didnt take place in some shape or form, maybe because they understood how low T you are to be an actual threat.

Tbh if I was an FBI agent and i investigated someone to find out they wrote poems with the full name of someone they loved that isnt close to them, I would only bring them in for being criminally low T and have the state put him on test replacement therapy

 

[Deleted member 4231]

why do u think they will involve her as least as possible?

is it cuz they dont want her to get scared of me or some shit or cause drama about it?

and why do u think they would assume an introverted, shy, ME ethnic who looks feminine as fuck as (me) would go around harassing innocent girls

Yeah and data protection, you're both minors.

It's usually emotional people like you that have a breaking point and end up doing some crazy shit. You're not innocent by any means

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

Yeah and data protection, you're both minors.

It's usually emotional people like you that have a breaking point and end up doing some crazy shit. You're not innocent by any means

wdym by data protection?

i still act emotional because i really like her and still have feelings, when i see her irl i get really scared and intimidated of her

my heart always feels warm around her and im happy

even if she did the meanest thing to me i would still like her

i mean shes told so many people about me writing the love letters and im still here spamming threads saying i love her so does that not prove my point?

 

[Justttt]

Mirin that dangerously low inhibition

 

[Deleted member 4231]

wdym by data protection?

i still act emotional because i really like her and still have feelings, when i see her irl i get really scared and intimidated of her

my heart always feels warm around her and im happy

even if she did the meanest thing to me i would still like her

i mean shes told so many people about me writing the love letters and im still here spamming threads saying i love her so does that not prove my point?

Yeah it proves a lot of things

You're simply following instinct, and releasing emotional distress through your desire to be with her. In other words, coping. The only way for you to overcome this is to change your goal, instead of seeking happiness you must find a different purpose (strength/power) pleasure-seeking behavior will leave you in this constant loop forever, she will eventually disappear and another will take her place.

 

[LordNorwood]

Bruh Imagine she finds this

tbh it can't get much worse for him

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

Yeah it proves a lot of things

You're simply following instinct, and releasing emotional distress through your desire to be with her. In other words, coping. The only way for you to overcome this is to change your goal, instead of seeking happiness you must find a different purpose (strength/power) pleasure-seeking behavior will leave you in this constant loop forever, she will eventually disappear and another will take her place.

what should I do give her fucking flowers?

I can't stop both associate her with positive things

its like I'm under a spell of love for her

in the course of the last 2 days I've failed a test because of her, close to failing a regular English course, and I've made like 5 threads about her

its clear as day I won't listen to anyone here telling me to leave her alone

what do you recommend I do? @Solidcoin @LordNorwood @Justttt @TheMewingBBC

 

[LordNorwood]

what should I do give her fucking flowers?

I can't stop both associate her with positive things

its like I'm under a spell of love for her

in the course of the last 2 days I've failed a test because of her, close to failing a regular English course, and I've made like 5 threads about her

its clear as day I won't listen to anyone here telling me to leave her alone

what do you recommend I do? @Solidcoin @LordNorwood @Justttt @TheMewingBBC

You need to stop dwelling on this shit. You're literally talking yourself into having these feelings because you're chasing the high of being a romantic. You need to reprogram your brain by ignoring her and not thinking about her. I already told you this advice in PMs, but here we are again.
At the VERY LEAST, just switch your obsessive desires over to another girl and then try with that one.

 

[Deleted member 4231]

what should I do give her fucking flowers?

I can't stop both associate her with positive things

its like I'm under a spell of love for her

in the course of the last 2 days I've failed a test because of her, close to failing a regular English course, and I've made like 5 threads about her

its clear as day I won't listen to anyone here telling me to leave her alone

what do you recommend I do? @Solidcoin @LordNorwood @Justttt @TheMewingBBC

Stop wanting to be happy and seek power

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

You need to stop dwelling on this shit. You're literally talking yourself into having these feelings because you're chasing the high of being a romantic. You need to reprogram your brain by ignoring her and not thinking about her. I already told you this advice in PMs, but here we are again.
At the VERY LEAST, just switch your obsessive desires over to another girl and then try with that one.

I can't because now all the girls in my school recognize me as the weird obsessive kid who wrote a girl love letters and sent gift cards

if I make any more advances towards a girl, it has to be my oneitis for that reason

Stop wanting to be happy and seek power

I'm already happy but sad at the same time

im happy when she's around me but sad that I am not dating her and that I likely won't considering she doesn't like me back

 

[Deleted member 4231]

I' sad that I am not dating her

Wanting to be with someone you love means you want to be happy, forgoing the desire to be happy means you will no longer desire her. It is to give up all hope. It's a mindset that completely changes your life.

Don't you think its best for you to no longer desire her?

It is your choice whether to seek strength or complacency.

 

[Davidjolski]

View attachment 190697
@Imperative talks about 2 reasons
1. desperation
2. genetic recombination chance for my kids

for #1, it makes sense cause im in my senior year of highschool and ill soon be 18 and I really want to get my first gf before im officially an adult since ive never had one or done anything romantic with a girl i liked before (never went on a date or a dance, and im a khhtv)

for #2,
Genetic recombination is the transmission-genetic process by which the combinations of alleles observed at different loci in two parental individuals become shuffled in offspring individuals.

ie, if i have a specific facial trait that deviates from the norm too much ie a too low fwhr and I mate with someone with too high a fwhr, ill likely have attractive kids who have a normal fwhr (combination between her and my genes)

so in comparison to the ideal
-My jaw is too narrow, her jaw is too wide
-My jaw is too rounded in outline, her jaw is too straight
-My mandible length is too short, her mandible length is too long
-My fwhr is too low at 1.55 and her fwhr is too high at 2.7
-My bizygomatic breath is too low, her bizygomatic breadth is too high
-My palate is too narrow, her palate is too wide
-My face is too feminine, her face is too masculine
View attachment 190705
So although we are both around a 5/10 facially from a biological perspective if we had kids they would be goodlooking due to genetic recombination and that's likely why I was so obsessed with her.

Literally never going to happen, you're brown, you're already a -10 in PSL rating

 

[Short Ugly and Brown]

Literally never going to happen, you're brown, you're already a -10 in PSL rating

am I really that ugly?

a -10 psi rating is like deformed tier

and ur probably right considering I've never had a gf, I'm khhtv