d1lurkaa
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I made a post earlier clearly panicking but ive calmed down now.
Semen retention has helped me whether its placebo or not. I genuinely couldn't care less if this practice attracts women or not I just knew it fixed my social anxiety and made my life feel so much lighter easier to deal with.
Suicidal and homicidal thoughts go away completely when I go on a good long streak. This is what I love and adore from this practice not all the bs about "women will gravitate to your fucking aura" and that goofy shit. I know the bp is real yata yata.
I can't go to school, I can't go to the supermarket, i cant socialize, im forced to stay home and not being able to explain why because people will assume im schizophrenic, I overanylyze my surroundings and have a heavy feeling that someone will come behind me and shoot me or do something to me. Everytime i make eye contact i feel like they want to start a fight with me.
Its very tormenting, but semen retention fixes all these issues and makes my life feel so much more effortless and peaceful. And also a lot more hopeful too. This practice is the only way I can live.
This fucking succubus has just taken it all from me bro and I dont know what to do. I knew she was a succubus and others from my earlier post seem to think so too.
She was fucking mocking me and belittling me while simultaneously sucking my dick.
To think that I have to retain my semen for another month just to be able to live at ease is excruciating to me writing this shit is hard. I live in fear daily and fail in everything I pick up after i relapse. Call it placebo idc but its real. This demon 100% knew what she was doing to me. She deadass fucking raped me bro and this shit actually feels traumatizing.
Will this happen again. Idk myself probably but I guess only time will tell. Death bro I just want to die. I can't stand living like this.
Hella sorry for maybe not organizing these paragraphs properly im just typing what I think. You can dnr this its fine bro I just got no one irl to talk to about this shi too
Semen retention has helped me whether its placebo or not. I genuinely couldn't care less if this practice attracts women or not I just knew it fixed my social anxiety and made my life feel so much lighter easier to deal with.
Suicidal and homicidal thoughts go away completely when I go on a good long streak. This is what I love and adore from this practice not all the bs about "women will gravitate to your fucking aura" and that goofy shit. I know the bp is real yata yata.
I can't go to school, I can't go to the supermarket, i cant socialize, im forced to stay home and not being able to explain why because people will assume im schizophrenic, I overanylyze my surroundings and have a heavy feeling that someone will come behind me and shoot me or do something to me. Everytime i make eye contact i feel like they want to start a fight with me.
Its very tormenting, but semen retention fixes all these issues and makes my life feel so much more effortless and peaceful. And also a lot more hopeful too. This practice is the only way I can live.
This fucking succubus has just taken it all from me bro and I dont know what to do. I knew she was a succubus and others from my earlier post seem to think so too.
She was fucking mocking me and belittling me while simultaneously sucking my dick.
To think that I have to retain my semen for another month just to be able to live at ease is excruciating to me writing this shit is hard. I live in fear daily and fail in everything I pick up after i relapse. Call it placebo idc but its real. This demon 100% knew what she was doing to me. She deadass fucking raped me bro and this shit actually feels traumatizing.
Will this happen again. Idk myself probably but I guess only time will tell. Death bro I just want to die. I can't stand living like this.
Hella sorry for maybe not organizing these paragraphs properly im just typing what I think. You can dnr this its fine bro I just got no one irl to talk to about this shi too
