Regret not getting laid/Having girlfriends Am I a cuck?

[lwlaiet060920]

Anyone else ever had interest from women but was too high inhibition to do anything about it? When I was in high school I had a few girls pursuing me and one of them was genuinely obsessed with me, had a great rack and was DTF but I never meaningfully reciprocated. I even had one of her friends interested in me who I liked but I was too autistic to have a conversation, this lasted until college but she eventually got tired of my BS , The two girls used to argue over me and I'm not even kidding and I still miss the attention.

I also had this female friend who I used to fantasie about fucking/got on with, and one day I saw her outside of school/college with a friend. I said hello to them and she was like "omg your voice is so deep" (my voice broke again when I was 16) and we were basically flirting like crazy. I felt extremely awkward the whole time because my friend liked her and I couldn't imagine a wholesome beautiful girl like that being a whore.After that I never saw her in person again and was butthurt about it for ages. I alienated & lost my friend and didn't get laid although I couldn't really grasp her intentions but I remember her flirting with me before. I stopped being a complete unkempt faggot got & haircut and she came up to me, don't remember what she said but she was eyefucking me with a smile and I was like 'how's our mutual friend" "and she was like aren't you going to ask about me" and I just laughed and walked off (autism)

I also met some stunning alt chick at a place my friend was staying and I lost my words and she basically giggled about it and eventually my friend told her to stop bothering me and she said "oh but I like him he's funny'. I didn't say a word to my friend about her because 1. I thought this chick was out of my league. And 2 I was planning to join the military so no time for women. I honestly lament on these situations so often and it's not even funny. I have some other stories as well but I wasn't interested in those two girls that much. I'm 23 now and still a hkv and feel like I missed out on so much. I have some things going for me physically like height, voice but I'm no Chad & can't socialise and am probably actually autistic since it runs in the family.

 

[Pento]

Anyone else ever had interest from women but was too high inhibition to do anything about it? When I was in high school I had a few girls pursuing me and one of them was genuinely obsessed with me, had a great rack and was DTF but I never meaningfully reciprocated. I even had one of her friends interested in me who I liked but I was too autistic to have a conversation, this lasted until college but she eventually got tired of my BS , The two girls used to argue over me and I'm not even kidding and I still miss the attention.

I also had this female friend who I used to fantasie about fucking/got on with, and one day I saw her outside of school/college with a friend. I said hello to them and she was like "omg your voice is so deep" (my voice broke again when I was 16) and we were basically flirting like crazy. I felt extremely awkward the whole time because my friend liked her and I couldn't imagine a wholesome beautiful girl like that being a whore.After that I never saw her in person again and was butthurt about it for ages. I alienated & lost my friend and didn't get laid although I couldn't really grasp her intentions but I remember her flirting with me before. I stopped being a complete unkempt faggot got & haircut and she came up to me, don't remember what she said but she was eyefucking me with a smile and I was like 'how's our mutual friend" "and she was like aren't you going to ask about me" and I just laughed and walked off (autism)

I also met some stunning alt chick at a place my friend was staying and I lost my words and she basically giggled about it and eventually my friend told her to stop bothering me and she said "oh but I like him he's funny'. I didn't say a word to my friend about her because 1. I thought this chick was out of my league. And 2 I was planning to join the military so no time for women. I honestly lament on these situations so often and it's not even funny. I have some other stories as well but I wasn't interested in those two girls that much. I'm 23 now and still a hkv and feel like I missed out on so much. I have some things going for me physically like height, voice but I'm no Chad & can't socialise and am probably actually autistic since it runs in the family.

I had girls attracted to me since elementary school to high school but was unhappy and too high inhib to do anything. I also approached a few girls in college who were kind but was too autistic to continue the conversation. My only choice is to join clubs and then slowly meet girls and hope they're interested in me.

But yea I mean sometimes you just got to go for it, especially if your tall

 

[lwlaiet060920]

I had girls attracted to me since elementary school to high school but was unhappy and too high inhib to do anything. I also approached a few girls in college who were kind but was too autistic to continue the conversation. My only choice is to join clubs and then slowly meet girls and hope they're interested in me.

But yea I mean sometimes you just got to go for it, especially if your tall

It's just brutal to think about. Doesn't hell that my best friend is a low inhibition chad who's had tons of intimacy. I don't even consider myself attractive but the amount of attention I got from women especially from voicepill alone is interesting

 

[unowkn]

Ughh the life of a chud huh...

 

[lwlaiet060920]

Ughh the life of a chud huh...

The life of missing out on a prime woman because you're retarded and having no intimacy in your life

 

[unowkn]

The life of missing out on a prime woman because you're retarded and having no intimacy in your life

Hey..atleast we can relate

 

[HorseMan7]

Anyone else ever had interest from women but was too high inhibition to do anything about it? When I was in high school I had a few girls pursuing me and one of them was genuinely obsessed with me, had a great rack and was DTF but I never meaningfully reciprocated. I even had one of her friends interested in me who I liked but I was too autistic to have a conversation, this lasted until college but she eventually got tired of my BS , The two girls used to argue over me and I'm not even kidding and I still miss the attention.

I also had this female friend who I used to fantasie about fucking/got on with, and one day I saw her outside of school/college with a friend. I said hello to them and she was like "omg your voice is so deep" (my voice broke again when I was 16) and we were basically flirting like crazy. I felt extremely awkward the whole time because my friend liked her and I couldn't imagine a wholesome beautiful girl like that being a whore.After that I never saw her in person again and was butthurt about it for ages. I alienated & lost my friend and didn't get laid although I couldn't really grasp her intentions but I remember her flirting with me before. I stopped being a complete unkempt faggot got & haircut and she came up to me, don't remember what she said but she was eyefucking me with a smile and I was like 'how's our mutual friend" "and she was like aren't you going to ask about me" and I just laughed and walked off (autism)

I also met some stunning alt chick at a place my friend was staying and I lost my words and she basically giggled about it and eventually my friend told her to stop bothering me and she said "oh but I like him he's funny'. I didn't say a word to my friend about her because 1. I thought this chick was out of my league. And 2 I was planning to join the military so no time for women. I honestly lament on these situations so often and it's not even funny. I have some other stories as well but I wasn't interested in those two girls that much. I'm 23 now and still a hkv and feel like I missed out on so much. I have some things going for me physically like height, voice but I'm no Chad & can't socialise and am probably actually autistic since it runs in the family.

This literally could have been written by me. I'm the same age as you as well and have some decent features. It just seems like it gets harder and harder to connect with anyone as I get older. Let me know if you ever figure it out.

 

[Thinking_CEL]

How can u be a cuck without having a gf?

 

[iblamexyz]

How can u be a cuck without having a gf?

ppl don't even know what cuck means nowadays jfl

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

It’s okay bro, shit has passed who cares. Focus on the now, I’ve also rejected a couple girls that approached me one of them I literally ran away from. Life goes on stop living in the past

 

[flambria]

Anyone else ever had interest from women but was too high inhibition to do anything about it? When I was in high school I had a few girls pursuing me and one of them was genuinely obsessed with me, had a great rack and was DTF but I never meaningfully reciprocated. I even had one of her friends interested in me who I liked but I was too autistic to have a conversation, this lasted until college but she eventually got tired of my BS , The two girls used to argue over me and I'm not even kidding and I still miss the attention.

I also had this female friend who I used to fantasie about fucking/got on with, and one day I saw her outside of school/college with a friend. I said hello to them and she was like "omg your voice is so deep" (my voice broke again when I was 16) and we were basically flirting like crazy. I felt extremely awkward the whole time because my friend liked her and I couldn't imagine a wholesome beautiful girl like that being a whore.After that I never saw her in person again and was butthurt about it for ages. I alienated & lost my friend and didn't get laid although I couldn't really grasp her intentions but I remember her flirting with me before. I stopped being a complete unkempt faggot got & haircut and she came up to me, don't remember what she said but she was eyefucking me with a smile and I was like 'how's our mutual friend" "and she was like aren't you going to ask about me" and I just laughed and walked off (autism)

I also met some stunning alt chick at a place my friend was staying and I lost my words and she basically giggled about it and eventually my friend told her to stop bothering me and she said "oh but I like him he's funny'. I didn't say a word to my friend about her because 1. I thought this chick was out of my league. And 2 I was planning to join the military so no time for women. I honestly lament on these situations so often and it's not even funny. I have some other stories as well but I wasn't interested in those two girls that much. I'm 23 now and still a hkv and feel like I missed out on so much. I have some things going for me physically like height, voice but I'm no Chad & can't socialise and am probably actually autistic since it runs in the family.

could never relate to the story, rep for the effort though

 

[pope]

Yeah i was a fucking retard who kept rejecting them out of spite for ignoring me before

 

[autistic_tendencies]

It wasn’t meant to workout anyways

 

[lwlaiet060920]

I honestly don't care about girls that much I just miss momentary validation, I don't think I could ever have a genuine relationship. When you have little romantic experience makes you feel like you're missing out on something although I know it's not that deep or all that good. I'm basically schizoid in terms of personality so the likelihood of me ever having a relationship is low, I really wouldn't enjoy having a dependent in my life and pretending to be a certain way.

The more shit I see on social media women post, and reflecting back on my experiences has made me lost respect for the female gender in a uniquely blackpilled sort of way. If you're not a sociopath and or a normie it's too much effort, and what's the point of chasing validation of women you don't really respect? I hate being performative also.

The only thing I miss is sex but sometimes you feel gross/carnal afterwards and it's ridiculously hard to just get laid.

 

[Elias144]

Exactly my life experience bro even down to the age and schizoid personality. I honestly don't feel too much regret or anything because I was genuinely just extremely high inhib and conditioned by my parents to act that way (basically act asexual). I do feel pretty insecure about my inability to initiate a romantic relationship though. I always had some girls coming up to me or giving me attention which was enough to satisfy my need for validation, so I never pursued any. Now I do feel like a cuck because when I meet a girl I actually like I genuinely don't know what to do or how to progress the relationship forward.

 

[Afrab]

dude why are you here to troll? were incels and looksmaxxers that are very sad and depressed because were ugly