
TARAN
Scarred for life
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This is not a proud post.
After around 5 months of fighting urges, trying to rebuild myself, and staying away from the garbage — I relapsed.
And I’m not even gonna lie…
This forum didn’t help. It made it worse.
All that NSFW bait, constant sexual posting, softcore in the so-called “progress updates”…
Y’all aren’t helping anyone. That shit triggers people. It triggered me.
I stayed because I thought this place would help me stay focused — but half the time, it was just pixel worship disguised as “motivation.”
So yeah, I fell.
The worst part? It wasn’t even out of deep lust — it was just built-up tension, curiosity, FOMO, and being surrounded by low-effort, bait content.
The second it was over, I hated myself.
Not just disappointed. I felt disgusted.
This ain’t me. I’m not meant to be this weak.
I’m 6ft. I’m good looking. I have the potential. I just need to refine.
I’m taking a break. Not coming back until I’ve actually built something.
I’m done reading “how to be alpha” threads from dudes still relapsing weekly.
Done watching “day 3 flex pic” posts that secretly just want validation.
Done trying to get advice from people who aren’t even walking the walk.
When I return — it’ll be with results.
Real-life slay stories. Real discipline. Real transformation.
And I mean it.
Until then, I’m logging off.
And this time, I’m not looking back.
See you when I’ve earned my comeback.
— Taran
After around 5 months of fighting urges, trying to rebuild myself, and staying away from the garbage — I relapsed.
And I’m not even gonna lie…
This forum didn’t help. It made it worse.
All that NSFW bait, constant sexual posting, softcore in the so-called “progress updates”…
Y’all aren’t helping anyone. That shit triggers people. It triggered me.
I stayed because I thought this place would help me stay focused — but half the time, it was just pixel worship disguised as “motivation.”
So yeah, I fell.
The worst part? It wasn’t even out of deep lust — it was just built-up tension, curiosity, FOMO, and being surrounded by low-effort, bait content.
The second it was over, I hated myself.
Not just disappointed. I felt disgusted.
This ain’t me. I’m not meant to be this weak.
I’m 6ft. I’m good looking. I have the potential. I just need to refine.
I’m taking a break. Not coming back until I’ve actually built something.
I’m done reading “how to be alpha” threads from dudes still relapsing weekly.
Done watching “day 3 flex pic” posts that secretly just want validation.
Done trying to get advice from people who aren’t even walking the walk.
When I return — it’ll be with results.
Real-life slay stories. Real discipline. Real transformation.
And I mean it.
Until then, I’m logging off.
And this time, I’m not looking back.
See you when I’ve earned my comeback.
— Taran