Relationships make me sick

[Sulfuras]

Title doesn't mean I hate relationships that other people have just fyi
I just need to vent here as I have noone to say this too, dnr it for all I care

so basically, relationships make me physically sick. for the last few days I think I fucked up and entered a talking stage with a girl, now she is cute and all and I kinda liked her but when I started talking to her I get this feeling that im literally decaying. This isn't even the girls fault like nothing wrong with her, it's just the thought of being in a relationship or even going towards one makes me physically sick. The thought of it literally makes me want to puke and I get nauseous whenever I think about it. I also kinda fucked up because I was being kinda flirty and I know this girl likes me so I have no idea how to end this. She goes to my school and we talked for like 2 days and I feel like a complete asshole if I just ghost her or reject her but I don't know what to do. There is also a girl that's been my friend for the last 5-6 years and I also like her but when I talk to this previous girl all I can think about is the friend, and when I was talking to the friend I was thinking about the girl so Im also sick from thinking Im missing the oportunity with either of them but I just can't fucking do this shit. honestly every little problem I have in this world I just think about roping, wouldn't it be easier if I could just rope and not have to deal with human interactions, work and shit


TLDR; I entered a talking stage with a girl I liked but now that there is a chance of me entering a relationship I get mentally(forgot to say) and literally physically sick to the point of wanting to throw up and feel like I'm decaying and Idk how to reject her or do anything about it

 

[vampmaxxing921]

who the fuck cares? realistically

u said u go to school- so in a few years time u will probably be an adult having a different life and forgetting all about what happened when u went to school and this will all just be a fucked childhood experience that everyone has at least one of.
just tell her u dont want a relationship and get along with ur day bro, and I know that sounds easier said then done but as i said who cares?

 

[Sulfuras]

who the fuck cares? realistically

u said u go to school- so in a few years time u will probably be an adult having a different life and forgetting all about what happened when u went to school and this will all just be a fucked childhood experience that everyone has at least one of.
just tell her u dont want a relationship and get along with ur day bro, and I know that sounds easier said then done but as i said who cares?

true, I already idfc a lot of things but getting actual attention from a girl makes me question my decisions since this was a once in a lifetime opportunity and I doubt anymore women are just waiting for their chance with me kekw

also found out she already got slayed and holy shit easiest dnr of my life so all in all life is good again

 

[Allistic]

Yeah I mean there’s been various times where a girl has been really sweet and everything, told me she’s into me but I just couldn’t muster attraction for her. It makes me feel a little bad but you really shouldn’t waste the girls time, just say what you want with her, your probably never going to find the “perfect” girl for a relationship but you can certainly settle down with a tolerable one.

 

[bipolaric]

Holy dnr

 

[Sulfuras]

Holy dnr

TLDR;

 

[creatineaddict1]

bro u do not need rls in school, focus on yourself because most of these hs relationships don’t last more than a year.