Reminder that Im actually retarded

[Deleted member 21735]

Being retarded is something that my parents knews since i was young but they couldnt do anything about it. My brain developed slower, i was always one step behind others. When i was in HS i still had the brain of a child. A good evidence of this was that i couldnt masturbate till i was 20! Before that i could not get an erection and hold it long enough and the movement just didnt come to me.

That is a giant issue cause instead of developing sexually like other teenagers i deveoped emotionally. The result was becoming a weak sensitive faggot who cries about girls that dont remember him. A lot of people have called on the fact that i get stuck on women, but its not the same as what other guys have. Because i have way too much emotional developmetn compared to other guys, even women. Even psychological tests i have taken have showed this.

Its not as simple as letting go or fucking ahooker or something. The feelings just dont go away. This is what happens when you begin liking girls before fapping. you end up being a clingy bitch. First you fap THEN you like girls. I had a crush before touching my dick so its over for me. Im a natural born cuck sadly, i will never be like other guys who treated women like holes. Im too nice sadly which is why i dont really understand guys.

 

[Deleted member 23772]

This is why you're supposed to lift heavy weights, Stand straight, Train to fight, and Speak like a man with some bass in your voice. You won't get no respect otherwise.

 

[The Grinch]

OP: has 3 degrees and served in the military

Also OP: I‘m such a failure

 

[Rimaxtis]

Go ER

 

[Deleted member 21735]

This is why you're supposed to lift heavy weights, Stand straight, Train to fight, and Speak like a man with some bass in your voice. You won't get no respect otherwise.

you can do all that shit and still be a weak bitch on the inside

 

[Deleted member 21735]

OP: has 3 degrees and served in the military

Also OP: I‘m such a failure

i should have killed myself in 2020 anything after that is a joke

 

[Deleted member 23558]

This is why you're supposed to lift heavy weights, Stand straight, Train to fight, and Speak like a man with some bass in your voice. You won't get no respect otherwise.

 

[LowTrust]

I also had a few crushes before I started touching my peen at 7-8, I don't think it affected me tbh, I feel like after you experience teen love for the first time and it ends, you lose your ability to pair bond as good and essentially just become broken, which makes it way easier to not get attached to girls, but idk that's just my take on it

 

[Deleted member 24278]

Become NT then