
MoggerGaston
Nobody mogs like Gaston
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Quick history of my childhood:
1) My dad is a loser. He always had 0 self-esteem and lived like a depressed loser, was submissive to my mom. His standard approach to confontation/problems was avoidance.
2) My mom is a narc psychopath. Extremely controlling and doesn't care at all about what others think/want. Only her opinion matters. She uses her emotions for manipulation and often plays the victim-card.
Logical conclusion I've drawn ages ago is that I can't be like my dad since he's worthless.
And that women like my mother (all women?) should be beaten more often. They don't listen to words, only to pain/suffering. Never feel sorry for them or care about their emotions as it's only used for manipulation.
Still can't help but notice I am a lot like my dad in subconscious behavior/thought. I mimic his personality in a lot of ways.
I am also pretty sure it's mostly nurtured, not his genes, as I know for a fact I was a very dominant and aggressive kid when I was <12yo. But continual trauma during early puberty made me a husk of who I was/could be.
Any way to fix my personality and become the dom mogger I was genetically destined to be?
instead of the submissive cuck my dad showed me to be, and my mom abused me to become?
1) My dad is a loser. He always had 0 self-esteem and lived like a depressed loser, was submissive to my mom. His standard approach to confontation/problems was avoidance.
2) My mom is a narc psychopath. Extremely controlling and doesn't care at all about what others think/want. Only her opinion matters. She uses her emotions for manipulation and often plays the victim-card.
Logical conclusion I've drawn ages ago is that I can't be like my dad since he's worthless.
And that women like my mother (all women?) should be beaten more often. They don't listen to words, only to pain/suffering. Never feel sorry for them or care about their emotions as it's only used for manipulation.
Still can't help but notice I am a lot like my dad in subconscious behavior/thought. I mimic his personality in a lot of ways.
I am also pretty sure it's mostly nurtured, not his genes, as I know for a fact I was a very dominant and aggressive kid when I was <12yo. But continual trauma during early puberty made me a husk of who I was/could be.
Any way to fix my personality and become the dom mogger I was genetically destined to be?
instead of the submissive cuck my dad showed me to be, and my mom abused me to become?