EYErizs
Iron
- Joined
- Jul 12, 2025
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What do you do when kys isn’t even an option anymore. Your life progressively gets worse in a way we’re no matter how much you seem to pull yourself out it’s like it pulls you back in and even if you wanted to pick the easy way out you can’t. Too many people rely on you to just end it you care too much to see everyone fall you’ve taken the initiative to lift the people closest to you up when they need you most what do you do genuinely. You just end up staying a float to see them stay a float. Like a link somewhere in the center of a chain all the tension is on to you and your not allowed to be upset or say something cause that’s not how it works. The chain snaps and it’ll be way worse. There will always be someone who has it worse. Men psychologically don’t just commit because of emotion it’s because that’s there only option. I don’t know how much cope there is left before it’s too much like something has to land right my deeds have to pay off at some point right. It’s not even a looks thing anymore it’s like an everything things. Looks money status education family friends politics religion it’s just everything is fucked. Like saying everything is fine is just a coping mechanism at this point cause if you put everything in like a graph of how shit things are going nothing is going so what’s the fucking point every effort just delays things it doesn’t make it better. How many it’s just a bad year before it’s a good year. Tomorrow is my birthday I’m 19 couple years ago I thought things couldn’t get worse that I’ll climb my way out but it does get worse so when does it ever get better. I don’t expect anything from anybody I like being nice it makes me feel better about how shit everything is but f if it’s so easy for me to do it is it so much trouble to have my lucky break. A low iq ape goes around making other people life shit it takes intellect to understand how others feel put yourself in other people’s shoes but f I have no fucking shoes. It feels selfish to be writing this down.
