Saturday night out

[IWantToMax]

I've seen the girl I like.

My friends didn't want to dance and went home early.

I danced with a guy (friend of mine), but he was drunk af and kind of autistic.

The giRl I liked was laying on a couch and I've seen her 2/3 times at most, she was either outside or on the couch

My friend told me to dance with her, but when she was already gone.

I've seen her on the dance floor just twice when the floor was empty.

Fuck Man I didn't do anything.

Fuaaaark

It's the first time i feel like that

I haven't felt like that iN YEARS, BUT I'm just fucked up mentally.

I hate being autistic.

Kill me.

I'm thinking about it, I could have approached her, but I didn't have the balls to do it, I'm scared of rejection.

Friends told me I had nothing to lose, but my ego is too frail to handle rejection

II wish I was nt and that I thought approach was More important Than looks.

I Brutally mog her ex boyfriend, but I will never be as NT as him.
I have to rely on alcohol, and even then, I couldn't approach her.

I failed

I will never do it.

I will never find the courage to approach her.

Next time I will go to dance I hope she will be there and I will try to do it if I have the chance.

OOr I will try to Dm her on Instagram.

II haven't been in love in years.

SShe was the girls that whe. I WAS 15 TOLD me She was surprised I didn't have a GF but I'm scared she was kicking me
.

Guys I'm so scared.


I haven't had a crush in years, I'm old, but I think I'm in love with that girl somehow.

Fuarkkm guys she could be modeling. She wouldn't. Never let me be her Boyfriend.

I can lift, I can become a bodybuilder (she works out and has a neat body herself), but I will never be able to compete with all the guys she gets hit in (I guess they're a lot)

Guys I'm so fucking gone.

I didnt think I was so much in love until this night.

I swear, I feel fucking stupid, I was always against oneitis and shit like that, but I really feel attracted to that girl, we could make slayer kids ngl.

With her eyes, her ramus and my bone structure our kids would overtake Chico in his prime

Fuck guys I'm so confused right now.

I want to type her on IG, but what should I type her I feel drawned to her as fuck.
I'm utterly boring, like I can't keep a converdatik coming for more than 5 minutes.

I've been dancing with some girls (I knew them, but I didn't feel anything)

Everytime I saw her J close my eyes and felt on another planet, like those times I got IOIs from other girls.

I felt so good guys.

She is my oneitis.
I'm in love.

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

failed normie. you need to get off this forum and NTmaxx. unironically study, lift, gym, join a team sport, get a retail job for social skills

 

[auboutduprecipice]

you mog me just for having friends to go out with

 

[Swolepenisman]

smoke weed

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Going out is cope if you’re not wide framed jock

 

[IWantToMax]

failed normie. you need to get off this forum and NTmaxx. unironically study, lift, gym, join a team sport, get a retail job for social skills

I wouldn't become NT anyways, I'm too paranoid

you mog me just for having friends to go out with

It was my cousins birthday, and I was there with classmates

smoke weed

Last time I tried smoking weed shit was no different from that, litterally.

I just can't approach, I have a block that I can't take over

Going out is cope if you’re not wide framed jock

I was frame mogging 99% of people there jfl

 

[NCIJTF]

 

[IWantToMax]

I haven't felt it in years, I had to share with my buddyboyos