Saw a candid picture of myself today.

[iblamemandible7]

Day instantly ruined. I debloated, bonesmashed, did everything I could to look good today for an event, only to just look subhuman again. I mean literally subhuman. Looking at myself in these pictures just makes me want to so bad. The only thing I see in my future is working up courage for the , or working up courage for bimax and a face full of metal. I really just cant emphasize enough how disgusted and hateful I feel when I see myself, a lot of you are looksmaxxing for girls or whatever but if youre subhuman youll understand, we have to looksmaxx just for ourselves and for basic dignity and respect, to be treated as equal rather than less than. This is so brutal.

At least it can only go up from here, unless I keep norwooding. I cant really cry about wasting my life rotting because there was no life to begin with. This is the reason why I havent really done anything fun or notable in my life as an almost 18 year old, Ive missed out on pretty much all the usual life experiences involving other people simply because Im a subhuman framecel manlet. Its also the root cause of my ND because I grew up as an ugly kid as well, I want to cry and hug my 6 year old self when I see pictures from that time because maybe I wouldnt be so mentally ill now if my childhood wasnt so fucked. I dont know if my life can get any worse than this tbh

 

[Beniceandkind]

Keep smiling.

 

[iblamemandible7]

Keep smiling.

I was smiling in the photo, and it exposed my brutal short face syndrome with no teeth show along with my 1cm upper eyelid exposure, long philtrum, nonexistent infras, and extremely prominent nasolabial folds due to my retruded maxilla

 

[iblamemandible7]

I guess my question is do any of you niggas feel this way after going out and "touching grass" as an ugly guy?

 

[Beniceandkind]

I was smiling in the photo, and it exposed my brutal short face syndrome with no teeth show along with my 1cm upper eyelid exposure, long philtrum, nonexistent infras, and extremely prominent nasolabial folds due to my retruded maxilla

I'm sure you're overly harsh on yourself, as i was when i was below average. But i took that hatred as a fuel to ascend, and i made it to chad territory. I hope genuinely you have a similar case than me.

 

[iblamemandible7]

I'm sure you're overly harsh on yourself, as i was when i was below average. But i took that hatred as a fuel to ascend, and i made it to chad territory. I hope genuinely you have a similar case than me.

Did you hardmaxx? Not being harsh, my appearance is reflected on by girls and even people in general in public

 

[Beniceandkind]

I guess my question is do any of you niggas feel this way after going out and "touching grass" as an ugly guy?

When i was below average i was depressed and wanted to R and was certain not a single girl would ever be attracted to me. You just need ONE good experience to start to ascend as if ur life depend on it to reproduce the feeling from that good experience.

 

[Beniceandkind]

Did you hardmaxx? Not being harsh, my appearance is reflected on by girls and even people in general in public

At first it was fully softmaxxes but i'm the most knowledgeable on softmaxxes than anyone here or on tiktok bc verily i tried my best to ascend. Just with softmaxxes i became HTN but it was a hella bunch of trial and errors.

Then i did a first round of surgeries and soft "hardmaxxing" which put me to chadlite.

And the last month i did a last round of surgery and soft "hardmaxxes" that pushed me to chad territory. I'm done with looks basically, bc else it's a never ending loop.

 

[DarkoTheNihilist]

I would say my condolences, but sympathy for curries is illegal in this town.

 

[Beniceandkind]

But never forget, most girls even if you become chads, are boring, hypocrite, extremely hiveminded and judgemental if you don't fit the nt low iq low sentence type of nt guy. If your happinness depends on girls, you will never be happy.

 

[vincentzygo]

I was smiling in the photo, and it exposed my brutal short face syndrome with no teeth show along with my 1cm upper eyelid exposure, long philtrum, nonexistent infras, and extremely prominent nasolabial folds due to my retruded maxilla

why even live

 

[iblamemandible7]

At first it was fully softmaxxes but i'm the most knowledgeable on softmaxxes than anyone here or on tiktok bc verily i tried my best to ascend. Just with softmaxxes i became HTN but it was a hella bunch of trial and errors.

Then i did a first round of surgeries and soft "hardmaxxing" which put me to chadlite.

And the last month i did a last round of surgery and soft "hardmaxxes" that pushed me to chad territory. I'm done with looks basically, bc else it's a never ending loop.

You mind dropping some of the most effective things you did?

 

[iblamemandible7]

But never forget, most girls even if you become chads, are boring, hypocrite, extremely hiveminded and judgemental if you don't fit the nt low iq low sentence type of nt guy. If your happinness depends on girls, you will never be happy.

Yeah ik, but theres at least some that will see you as unique if youre gl and nd right? Anyways, like I said, it really isnt even about girls anyways, the most important thing is for my family and strangers to treat me with respect and dignity instead of weakly hidden disgust

 

[iblamemandible7]

why even live

Thats what Im wondering, it really is 70% pain 30% happiness when youre subhuman

 

[Beniceandkind]

Yeah ik, but theres at least some that will see you as unique if youre gl and nd right? Anyways, like I said, it really isnt even about girls anyways, the most important thing is for my family and strangers to treat me with respect and dignity instead of weakly hidden disgust

Yes we all have niche. But despite me making the biggest looks ascension post puberty than anyone ever, i still can't change my personnality despite all my trial and errors and hardwork. And now i reached the conclusion that i refuse to change to please roasties : i'm super sensitive, with ADHD hyperfocus, kind hearted and romantic. If they want low iq toxic boys then i don't want them.

And ascend try your best but eventho it might seem bluepilled, truth is more than looks ascension, what matters is your inner self confidence and your manners how you behave, and talk and act that will make them respect you or not. For women it's different they emotional being who care either more about looks or status or money or all of them. Only few exceptions exist and if u find one don't leave her.

 

[slaters]

What state r u in bro I see happy sub humans everyday

 

[Beniceandkind]

Thats what Im wondering, it really is 70% pain 30% happiness when youre subhuman

This life is short. If there wasn't a God, then R would be the way but surely he exists. Even as a billionaire giga chad extremely famous singer/football player/hollywood actor, you would have more pain/Suffering than happinness.

 

[iblamemandible7]

What state r u in bro I see happy sub humans everyday

FL, I mean I do too sometimes but it seems more like theyre acting and convincing themselves to be happy to avoid roping

 

[slaters]

FL, I mean I do too sometimes but it seems more like theyre acting and convincing themselves to be happy to avoid roping

Ur right they could be kinda coping but idk
Lots of subhumans where I live

 

[iblamemandible7]

Ur right they could be kinda coping but idk
Lots of subhumans where I live

Wya

 

[slaters]

Wya

Cali

 

[jflsnowdzz]

At first it was fully softmaxxes but i'm the most knowledgeable on softmaxxes than anyone here or on tiktok bc verily i tried my best to ascend. Just with softmaxxes i became HTN but it was a hella bunch of trial and errors.

Then i did a first round of surgeries and soft "hardmaxxing" which put me to chadlite.

And the last month i did a last round of surgery and soft "hardmaxxes" that pushed me to chad territory. I'm done with looks basically, bc else it's a never ending loop.

whats your slaycount and OLD results? And pm face if you're actually chad.

Going from below average to chad is near impossible even with every surgery in the world lol less than 3 people on this site has done that, only crisick managed to go from low mtn to chad theres basically no one else

 

[iblamemandible7]

Cali

I heard cali has the lowest avg height cuz of all the hispanics, must be lifefuel for you at 5'11 jfl

 

[slaters]

I heard cali has the lowest avg height cuz of all the hispanics, must be lifefuel for you at 5'11 jfl

Yeah feels good lmao but maybe I’ll get mogged in college
Hopefully can get all my hard maxes before ~20

 

[Beniceandkind]

whats your slaycount and OLD results? And pm face if you're actually chad.

Going from below average to chad is near impossible even with every surgery in the world lol less than 3 people on this site has done that, only crisick managed to go from low mtn to chad theres basically no one else

I think we know each others, not gonna say anything else, not 100% sure tho. And in facecall i mog crisick, by his own words. Nobody in this site has done that degree of ascension. Nor on tiktok or whatever.

Slay count? 2 and i regret it.
OLD results? Really good but that's not indicative of your looks level. But if you want to know, 99+ within an hour or faster. I don't use OLD anymore.

 

[jflsnowdzz]

I think we know each others, not gonna say anything else, not 100% sure tho. And in facecall i mog crisick, by his own words. Nobody in this site has done that degree of ascension. Nor on tiktok or whatever.

Slay count? 2 and i regret it.
OLD results? Really good but that's not indicative of your looks level. But if you want to know, 99+ within an hour or faster. I don't use OLD anymore.

are you streege? cant think of anyone else with crisick tier ascension

 

[Beniceandkind]

are you streege? cant think of anyone else with crisick tier ascension

no. But i can tell in PMs

 

[jflsnowdzz]

no. But i can tell in PMs

sure

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

 

[Pilinko]

I avoid looking at any candid pictures of myself, its better that way

I guess my question is do any of you niggas feel this way after going out and "touching grass" as an ugly guy?