Saw a chang and it made me suicidal

[GlamGuru]

he looked extremely similar to some wasian guy in the past who basically stole my online girl, and used to bully me. anyways, this dude i saw is asian and im asian as well, but somehow he's built like he's white or black, could be mixed. dude was 6'1 or more and jacked, huge arms and tattoos, looked 200 + lbs. im literally 5'8 and only 140 lbs.
why is life so fucking unfair and sad, i dont see point anymore. it's like why did god made human so varied in size and all these things, complete disadvantage since birth, you get no chance at all. if we stood side by side and have girls choose, they would all choose him, and also i can imagine if i had gf or wife, and she saw him and get charmed by him, she would prob start fantasizing some sexual shits, i would prob end it if it does happens. i keep thinking about shits like how girls will undoubtly choose guys with clearly better genetic materials based on size and looks alone, and even if they dont get babies, they will still want a piece of that superior meat. thoughts like this keep coming up, i feel so shit.

i hate life man, i hate being a small little chink man. not to mention my face is deformed from some injury at childhood or fetal alcohol from dad.

 

[theotheg]

how do u get fetal alcohol syndrome from dad

 

[vincentzygo]

been on the forum for a year and ure just realising?

 

[vincentzygo]

how do u get fetal alcohol syndrome from dad

sperm got drunk i guess

 

[ikramy]

You’re so full of shit

 

[ltn_looksminner]

chang = chad

 

[Andremln]

stole my online girl, and used to bully me

caging

im asian as well

where are u from?

fetal alcohol from dad.

bruh