Schizotypal is the worst thing to be.

[Elias144]

How many of you here are schizotypal? It's so fucked up. I wish I could just take a pill and be a different person. This is the worst affliction to have. Its way worse than being unattractive.

I'm incapable of forming meaningful connections with people. It's like there's an invisible barrier between me and everyone else. Like I'm an alien or something. I've always felt that something is wrong with me, that I'm somehow different than everyone else. I thought it must be because I'm unattractive, but I'm not. I'm mtn, 6'2, and white. Girls approached me throughout my life, babies smile at me, guys want to be my friend. I simply can't blame my looks. I tried looksmaxxing (hence me being here), but it makes absolutely no difference because looks wasn't my problem to begin with.

Also, billions of people less attractive than me have no problem making tons of friends and getting girlfriends. It's super frustrating and isolating. People seem to like me, they laugh with me, they invite me to things- but I still feel so lonely and disconnected from everyone. Beyond my looks, beyond my personality- something about my very existence is fundamentally different/wrong.

I'm really contemplating ending it, because I can hardly cope with this existential loneliness anymore. There are a few drugs I still want to try (nardil, ayahuasca, 5g shrooms trip) but I doubt any will help. I'd gladly trade this for anything else- subhuman, autistic, bald, morbidly obese, retarded. Anything.

 

[88PSLinAgartha]

It's like there's an invisible barrier between me and everyone else

this is so real

 

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[Sprinkles]

How many of you here are schizotypal? It's so fucked up. I wish I could just take a pill and be a different person. This is the worst affliction to have. Its way worse than being unattractive.

I'm incapable of forming meaningful connections with people. It's like there's an invisible barrier between me and everyone else. Like I'm an alien or something. I've always felt that something is wrong with me, that I'm somehow different than everyone else. I thought it must be because I'm unattractive, but I'm not. I'm mtn, 6'2, and white. Girls approached me throughout my life, babies smile at me, guys want to be my friend. I simply can't blame my looks. I tried looksmaxxing (hence me being here), but it makes absolutely no difference because looks wasn't my problem to begin with.

Also, billions of people less attractive than me have no problem making tons of friends and getting girlfriends. It's super frustrating and isolating. People seem to like me, they laugh with me, they invite me to things- but I still feel so lonely and disconnected from everyone. Beyond my looks, beyond my personality- something about my very existence is fundamentally different/wrong.

I'm really contemplating ending it, because I can hardly cope with this existential loneliness anymore. There are a few drugs I still want to try (nardil, ayahuasca, 5g shrooms trip) but I doubt any will help. I'd gladly trade this for anything else- subhuman, autistic, bald, morbidly obese, retarded. Anything.

Can u communicate with nonphysical entities and see ghosts or demons?

 

[Disrelish]

@schizotypalcel alt

 

[uksucks]

autistic

Really this is worse than autistic?

It sounds similar tbh

 

[ey88]

@schizotypalcel alt

i sure hope that schizotypalcel faggot never comes back

 

[Elias144]

Really this is worse than autistic?

It sounds similar tbh

Yes bro its worse. Granted, I've never been autistic so I can't know for sure. I just know that I've seen a good number of autistic people who have romantic relationships and social lives that they are satisfied with.

 

[uksucks]

just know that I've seen a good number of autistic people who have romantic relationships and social lives that they are satisfied with.

Guarantee they're either chads, dumpster diving, old or women

Or they have traits unaffecting socialising and have sensory stuff instead

 

[Elias144]

Can u communicate with nonphysical entities and see ghosts or demons?

No, but I've always believed that I have some special "abilities" like clairvoyance and telepathy (albeit to a very minor degree).

 

[Disrelish]

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[SchizoParanoid_]

dnr but happy for you tho, or sorry that happened

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

You just do not look good

 

[Fucksub5]

My ex was schizoaffective with ASPD schizotypal is baby food

Everyone on here whining about schizotypal like it’s some unbeatable debuff — try being in a situationship with a girl who’s both schizoaffective and has antisocial personality traits. That’s not quirky weirdness. That’s psychological warfare mixed with cosmic delusion.

She wasn’t just hallucinating. She was calculating. Cold. Told me I made her “feel real,” like I was the only fixed point in her fragmented universe. Then she’d test my loyalty by vanishing for days, just to see if I’d chase her. I never did. I knew she'd come back. They always do.

She used to say I was the only person she couldn’t fully read. Called me “opaque.” Said I had a void inside me she wanted to crawl into. Most people would be disturbed. I found it flattering.

She once told me she wanted to keep my bones in a glass box if I ever died, because “they’d still hold my energy.” And I believed her. Not because I’m naïve, but because I knew she meant it and that kind of devotion is rare.

She was chaos, sure. But she was obsessed with me. And I didn’t fear her. I managed her. I studied her like a mirror cracked in ten places. She never cried on me. I never cried for her. But there was an understanding. Deep. Dark. Mutually destructive.

So yeah schizotypal is entry level. My ex was boss-tier.

And I kinda miss her.

But I’d never tell her that.

 

[davidlaidisme67]

How many of you here are schizotypal? It's so fucked up. I wish I could just take a pill and be a different person. This is the worst affliction to have. Its way worse than being unattractive.

I'm incapable of forming meaningful connections with people. It's like there's an invisible barrier between me and everyone else. Like I'm an alien or something. I've always felt that something is wrong with me, that I'm somehow different than everyone else. I thought it must be because I'm unattractive, but I'm not. I'm mtn, 6'2, and white. Girls approached me throughout my life, babies smile at me, guys want to be my friend. I simply can't blame my looks. I tried looksmaxxing (hence me being here), but it makes absolutely no difference because looks wasn't my problem to begin with.

Also, billions of people less attractive than me have no problem making tons of friends and getting girlfriends. It's super frustrating and isolating. People seem to like me, they laugh with me, they invite me to things- but I still feel so lonely and disconnected from everyone. Beyond my looks, beyond my personality- something about my very existence is fundamentally different/wrong.

I'm really contemplating ending it, because I can hardly cope with this existential loneliness anymore. There are a few drugs I still want to try (nardil, ayahuasca, 5g shrooms trip) but I doubt any will help. I'd gladly trade this for anything else- subhuman, autistic, bald, morbidly obese, retarded. Anything.

described my entire existence

 

[Elias144]

You just do not look good

I can't believe it. Even if it were true, it shouldn't matter that much. In the real world most people are unattractive but they somehow manage. I'm definitively mid/high mtn based on both my lived experience and my observations of how chads and subhumans are treated.

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

I can't believe it. Even if it were true, it shouldn't matter that much. In the real world most people are unattractive but they somehow manage. I'm definitively mid/high mtn based on both my lived experience and my observations of how chads and subhumans are treated.

Reality is cruel. Jester maxx more and you will fit in.