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ghelido
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I have recently had a huge self esteem problem due to my looks.
The thing is that when I went to high school I used to be very ugly (3/10 or so) and since then I tried to change myself. I went to the gym and grew a beard. In little time I managed to become something like a 6 or 7 and was fairly lucky with girls. But recently I decided to shave due to the quarantine and I realised that I look exactly the same as in high school. I have been all this time thinking that I changed myself and was an example of self improvement, but the real fact is that it was just a bunch of hair on my face.
Now I feel as if I were hidding something behind my beard. As if I were really ugly but the beard didn't show that part of myself. And I am worried that the beard is no more a decision, but an obligation.
The thing is that when I went to high school I used to be very ugly (3/10 or so) and since then I tried to change myself. I went to the gym and grew a beard. In little time I managed to become something like a 6 or 7 and was fairly lucky with girls. But recently I decided to shave due to the quarantine and I realised that I look exactly the same as in high school. I have been all this time thinking that I changed myself and was an example of self improvement, but the real fact is that it was just a bunch of hair on my face.
Now I feel as if I were hidding something behind my beard. As if I were really ugly but the beard didn't show that part of myself. And I am worried that the beard is no more a decision, but an obligation.