pprimus43
I am owed Sex
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- 20 years old, 5'8", 154 lbs.
- Lost 11 lbs in 7 weeks (calorie deficit), aiming to lose another 14.
- Always been weak and unathletic, the slowest and weakest kid in school.
- Can’t bench 135 lbs after over a year of consistent lifting.
- Struggle with confidence, anxiety, and depression.
- Extremely hard to talk to girls, even platonically—feels like torture.
- Low energy, constant laziness, lack of motivation, and always feel like I’m falling short.
- Daily weed use, spending 7+ hours high each day.
- Sleep is inconsistent; trying for 1–9 AM but rarely hit 8 hours.
- Cutting on 1,750 calories soon, diet is high-protein but low-fat.
- Persistent acne and frustration with building muscle despite effort.
- Mild Asperger's, a stutter, and a slight lisp.