[Serious] the day my husband died I masturbated at home

[ElySioNs]

After I had to leave his body in the hospital, I came home to an empty house (except for our cats).

I'd cried, sobbed, screamed, but felt like my chest was going to explode just as my had world imploded.

I needed to release the pressure, so I masturbated with my magic wand, and climaxed. There was no arousing sexual element to it - my body just demanded that the only way I could deal with the situation was to get my vibrator out. I then sank into an exhausted sleep where my husband was still alive.

This was several years ago, and I've never told anyone this, until writing this just now. I still feel ashamed of myself for doing what I did despite knowing it was a grief reaction.

This year's anniversary hit me quite hard, and I had to get this off my chest. :-/

 

[looksmaxxed]

"wymxn just aren't that sexual, ok, inkwell?

their lives don't revolve around sex and orgasms ok?"

"women have a lower sex drive than men"

 

[N9wiff•˚₊‧⋆.]

NGL I'd do the same

 

[shia.jihadist]

state of the female sex in 2024

 

[KevinDurder]

These are obvious trolls

How can you retards believe this

 

[looksmaxxed]

These are obvious trolls

How can you retards believe this

cope harder. wymxn orgasm from rape, dead husbands, farting and shitting. wherever wymxn go, they must orgasm

 

[bourgeoizyzz]

i was jerking it when covid 19 was announced

not to the announcement

the timing was coincidental and unfortunate