
returnofthecutecel
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I don't have any friends and I've been alone my whole life since I was a 11-12 years old kid. I don't know if I have some kind of neurodivergence. I was a normal kid but bad experiences and bullying made me isolate myself.
I never went into a party and I didn't have my first kiss. Finished studies but have no job. I am at the point of trying suicide but scared of it at the same time. My father got cancer at october 24' too. This forum and internet are the only places I can be myself and talk with other people.
My phenotype, face and height doesn't help. I am khhv 24 years old. Living at Spain, but looking nothing like a spaniard, because my pheno looks like a weird fucking mixture between asian, african and indio. At my tryhard pics I can look average but thats not real life, where I probably look like a disgusting subhuman.
Please, help me to end with this ASAP.
Thanks.
I never went into a party and I didn't have my first kiss. Finished studies but have no job. I am at the point of trying suicide but scared of it at the same time. My father got cancer at october 24' too. This forum and internet are the only places I can be myself and talk with other people.
My phenotype, face and height doesn't help. I am khhv 24 years old. Living at Spain, but looking nothing like a spaniard, because my pheno looks like a weird fucking mixture between asian, african and indio. At my tryhard pics I can look average but thats not real life, where I probably look like a disgusting subhuman.
Please, help me to end with this ASAP.
Thanks.
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