yeah, i messed up
you better see a psychiatrist & hop on anti-depressants quick cause you could definitely use them. Think about all the people who have it worse than you. They ain't killing themselves. Some happy pills will seriously help you get your life together.
done them for years. didn't do shit except make my penis stop working. The only cure to this shit is female attention (srs). I know because I had it for a year of my life and it was the only time i wasn't depressed.
wish i could stick a knife through my eye socket and slash my brain to pieces.
I know, girls are life, jfl when Cucktears say that there is something else in life then only true love
my subhuman brain chemistry will not let me do it. i am genetic trash bro.
cope
Coping is better than dying in misery. If you are going to die you should die happily.
ssris are mostly memes
Your depth of knowledge is a meme. An SSRI can be a hit or a miss. When it's a miss, it will be unhelpful at best and life-ruining at worst. But when it's a hit, boy, do they improve your quality of life.
i tried zoloft, paxil, prozac, lexapro, welbutrin, remeron, elavil, buspar, ativan, xanax, concerta, and propranolol for social anxiety/depression all while seeing a therapist for 1 on 1 sessions and a therapy group. I did this over 2 years in college.
Have you tried shrooms?
don't know a single person so I can't obtain illegal substances. Also live with my mom who opens my mail so I can't buy it off the internet. She flipped out when I bought a fleshlight.
Did they make you feel worse? If so, your depression is likely caused by serotonin dominance, in which case no SSRI will bring you relief, but rather only exacerbate the problem. Though the shroom hype you see online is very cringe, @Kade is correct that a serotonin dominant person is more likely to benefit from them than anyone else, as they cause the brain to dump excess serotonin. This in turn will allow dopamine to rise, lessening rumination and feelings of apathy, and increasing your ability to remain present and positive. Since you are deep enough into porn and masturbation to own a fleshlight, lowering your frequency of ejaculation to once a week or lower has the potential to serve as another miracle drug that will improve your mental state.
they didn't make me feel worse. Just didn't do anything except break my dick (ssri's that is). Nofap helps decently but it's like a 10-20% increase which isn't really enough to change my situation.
i do all that...
i am
still a very underrated factor for depression.
If you need to talk to someone you can talk to me on discord, I won't be available until tomorrow though.
