Snailman
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In high school I didn't get any attention from girls, and I was bad at socializing outside of my friend group. I dreamed of having a girlfriend, I would look around at all the young couples experiencing teen love and be jealous and angry that I wouldn't experience that. I was skinny, my mom bought my clothes, my hair was shaggy, I had acne, and I was socially retarded.
After high school during Uni, I began working on my appearance so that girls would find me attractive. I had held this belief for years that sex is everything. After all, isn't everything a man does for sex if the end goal is to marry, reproduce, and become a father? My efforts worked and I started getting noticed by girls. All of this was new to me, and I was still socially retarded, but it didn't matter since women still wanted to get close to me. By the end of my freshman year of college, I was sexting four beckys in my University.
I lost my virginity that summer to one of them, and something changed in me. I had finally completed the one thing I dreamed of, yet I didn't feel any happier or accomplished. In fact, I was disappointed. I realized I was at a worst place than I was before when I was working on my appearance, working out, engaging in hobbies instead of gaming every day. I stopped taking care of myself once I began receiving attention. I blocked the other three girls I had been talking to and started taking care of myself again.
For years I was letting lust control my mind and my actions. I never cared about having a girlfriend and experiencing teen love. I just wanted to fuck; that's it. As soon as I busted inside that Becky, I didn't want anything else to do with her. I was using her and the other three girls I had been talking to, and they were using me. It was all just lust. There was no love on either side.
I still get attention from women who I could hook up with if I wanted. But I discovered something more satisfying than having casual sex, rejection. I began rejecting women who were attracted to me and omfg it's orgasmic. Oh, you want to fuck me? Too bad hoe, get your lustful ass out of here.
I still want to be a father in the future, but I need to fall in love first. There were times in the past that I thought I was in love, but it was just lust. Not caring about sex is one of the best things I've done in my life. I used to be jealous of my friend when they would flex their 15+ body counts. Not anymore. I personally think it's a bigger flex to have a body count that's less than 5.
Anyway that's just my experience and my opinion. If you're a man whore don't get triggered. Society still needs y'all
. Someone has to fulfill the needs of these sexually liberated women
After high school during Uni, I began working on my appearance so that girls would find me attractive. I had held this belief for years that sex is everything. After all, isn't everything a man does for sex if the end goal is to marry, reproduce, and become a father? My efforts worked and I started getting noticed by girls. All of this was new to me, and I was still socially retarded, but it didn't matter since women still wanted to get close to me. By the end of my freshman year of college, I was sexting four beckys in my University.
I lost my virginity that summer to one of them, and something changed in me. I had finally completed the one thing I dreamed of, yet I didn't feel any happier or accomplished. In fact, I was disappointed. I realized I was at a worst place than I was before when I was working on my appearance, working out, engaging in hobbies instead of gaming every day. I stopped taking care of myself once I began receiving attention. I blocked the other three girls I had been talking to and started taking care of myself again.
For years I was letting lust control my mind and my actions. I never cared about having a girlfriend and experiencing teen love. I just wanted to fuck; that's it. As soon as I busted inside that Becky, I didn't want anything else to do with her. I was using her and the other three girls I had been talking to, and they were using me. It was all just lust. There was no love on either side.
I still get attention from women who I could hook up with if I wanted. But I discovered something more satisfying than having casual sex, rejection. I began rejecting women who were attracted to me and omfg it's orgasmic. Oh, you want to fuck me? Too bad hoe, get your lustful ass out of here.
I still want to be a father in the future, but I need to fall in love first. There were times in the past that I thought I was in love, but it was just lust. Not caring about sex is one of the best things I've done in my life. I used to be jealous of my friend when they would flex their 15+ body counts. Not anymore. I personally think it's a bigger flex to have a body count that's less than 5.
Anyway that's just my experience and my opinion. If you're a man whore don't get triggered. Society still needs y'all
. Someone has to fulfill the needs of these sexually liberated women
