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Kraken
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I get morning wood every awakening, occasional erections out of nowhere, I have drive and motivation, signs of healthy or high testosterone levels, what is expected of a teenager. Yet, I have basically no sex drive. I had sex once, a few months ago, but I was kind of just going along with it because the girl wanted to, but I had to stop mid way because I just was staring at the wall and it just seemed silly. I also still had the bodily signs of sexual arousal, my penis was erect, and long before the actual act, and I still got a strange feeling of exhiliration from it, but it wasn't sexual. I am autistic, perhaps that influences this. I also hardly care about women's bodies, though I do always think about their shoulder to waist ratios when I look at them, but I think about it the same way I do a face. I masturbate twice a month at least, but only because I have to, because I have chronic prostatitis, so if I don't, I'll have problems. Masturbation feels like milking an udder. Why am I like this?