Kakiel
Iron
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For a bit of context, I'm an mtn cutecel in uni. These past three weeks, I've been talking to this low htb who added me on Snapchat, and after getting to know her a bit, I've started to fall for her because she's a real innocent girl, and we really like each other, and I imagine she would make for a good wife one day. She has a low snap score, a low Instagram follower count, and doesn't frequent the clubs, so I'm thinking to myself that she's a diamond in the rough amongst these uni sloots. But I just can't stop thinking about what would happen if some pretty boy htn+ discovers her and chats her up; she might just chase him and ghost me with no second thoughts. It's a brootal thought in the back of mind that's obscuring my perception of her and I hate it. I feel like I have to stop falling for her now and focus on ascending before I chase women; otherwise, I'll just end up getting my heart broken because she'll just leave me for a chad. I'm simply not good enough yet, and it's mindfucking me. Life doesn't start until htn and if I'm not at least htn she'll just be taken from me. I'm praying to Gandy that mt2 keeps ascending my coloring and that once this post-injection bloat from lipolab goes away, along with minoxidil and bimatoprost results coming in, and framemaxxing will ascend to me htn; otherwise, I will finally accept that it truly never began for me. Maybe I just need to step away from all of this.