Shit lifestyle on steroids is nothing glamorous

[Bitchwhipper2]

Sure youll get a good body while doing all that degenerate shit.

But racking up sleep debt and brutal hangovers feels no better with a good body and will be much more impactful on health.

Seeing people counterbalancing their horrible habits with gear just makes me sad.

 

[Former Shortcel]

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

Sure youll get a good body while doing all that degenerate shit.

But racking up sleep debt and brutal hangovers feels no better with a good body and will be much more impactful on health.

Seeing people counterbalancing their horrible habits with gear just makes me sad.

Roids = lowT

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Roids = lowT

My T was lower than a female on my first steroid cycle

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

My T was lower than a female on my first steroid cycle

How is that even possible bro

 

[m0ss26]

I have 3 weeks to look shredded and huge in Miami for spring break so im on tren and superdrol and clen (started all a few days ago) and i feel like absolute fucking shit its unbearable but i just know its gonna be worth

Going to trt after this bullshit though

Wrestling and doing jits on this shit is hell mode supreme

 

[PharmaPhaggot]

I have 3 weeks to look shredded and huge in Miami for spring break so im on tren and superdrol and clen (started all a few days ago) and i feel like absolute fucking shit its unbearable but i just know its gonna be worth

Going to trt after this bullshit though

Wrestling and doing jits on this shit is hell mode supreme

Nigga werent you only gonna do bioidenticsl shit to stay heslthier or sum shit Nigga youre gonna und up schizo

 

[m0ss26]

Nigga werent you only gonna do bioidenticsl shit to stay heslthier or sum shit Nigga youre gonna und up schizo

Bro i was and then i relapsed cause im an addict chud but i swear this is the last time

I would have already been peeled by now and not needed this if I didn’t keep getting repeatedly sick and injured from overtraining

 

[gymcelld]

No one can survive the party lifestyle and roiding not a soul actually some probs can not the average joe

 

[m0ss26]

Nigga werent you only gonna do bioidenticsl shit to stay heslthier or sum shit Nigga youre gonna und up schizo

Okay but to be fair though i completely came off everything for two months, even test and it didn’t help my paranoid delusions so now im like fuck it if i die i die my mental is cooked

 

[PharmaPhaggot]

Okay but to be fair though i completely came off everything for two months, even test and it didn’t help my paranoid delusions so now im like fuck it if i die i die my mental is cooked

Atleast youll die very jacked

 

[irrumator praetor]

Okay but to be fair though i completely came off everything for two months, even test and it didn’t help my paranoid delusions so now im like fuck it if i die i die my mental is cooked

How do the paranoid delusions look like?

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

How is that even possible bro

I was running nandrolone only.

Not a molecule of testosterone

 

[m0ss26]

How do the paranoid delusions look like?

It’s from my retardation not the gear but..

Basically i started getting insane paranoia that a random chick i had fucked like 6 months prior (at the time) was pregnant and was hiding it from me, despite not having contact with her throughout that whole time period (that paranoia lasted for 2 months). It got triggered by the fact she texted me out of the blue but it turned out she just wanted to hook up again (which i did not oblige), but it bewildered me considering we had had no contact for that amount of time.

Then i started getting extreme paranoia that i had been infected with hiv from another chick i hooked up with (that hookup was 1 months before i got with the “pregnancy” chick). I actually got my blood drawn for an hiv test as well as an over the counter rapid test and both came out negative, yet i was still absolute convinced that i had hiv and the tests were wrong.

The pregnancy paranoia lasted from august-October and the hiv paranoia was November onward, although at this current moment it is not nearly as strong and i obviously know logically i dont have anything

Keep in mind i literally had 0 symptoms, had two negative tests, and at the time of my hiv blood test i had been celibate for quite a long time already (over 7 months)

 

[irrumator praetor]

It’s from my retardation not the gear but..

Basically i started getting insane paranoia that a random chick i had fucked like 6 months prior (at the time) was pregnant and was hiding it from me, despite not having contact with her throughout that whole time period (that paranoia lasted for 2 months). It got triggered by the fact she texted me out of the blue but it turned out she just wanted to hook up again (which i did not oblige), but it bewildered me considering we had had no contact for that amount of time.

Then i started getting extreme paranoia that i had been infected with hiv from another chick i hooked up with (that hookup was 1 months before i got with the “pregnancy” chick). I actually got my blood drawn for an hiv test as well as an over the counter rapid test and both came out negative, yet i was still absolute convinced that i had hiv and the tests were wrong.

The pregnancy paranoia lasted from august-October and the hiv paranoia was November onward, although at this current moment it is not nearly as strong and i obviously know logically i dont have anything

Keep in mind i literally had 0 symptoms, had two negative tests, and at the time of my hiv blood test i had been celibate for quite a long time already (over 7 months)

these should be normal except for the fact you had 0 symptoms and still thought you were infected. Damn, good luck man